Love Songs from a Shallow Grave

The revolution came and was won and the monks in Savanaketh were worried. They loved their books and, although not with the rabid fervour of Marxist regimes in other parts of the world, the Pathet Lao were symbolically destroying foreign-language books in Vientiane and Luang Prabang. So the southern monks closed the library and hid the books. They were afraid the stash would be discovered some day and that they’d be punished.
    “Last week, a rice truck arrived from the south. It stopped just there outside the shop. It was piled high with rice sacks. I tried to explain to the driver and his assistant that I hadn’t ordered any rice. In fact mine is a noodle shop and I don’t even sell the stuff. But they said Dr Siri had ordered it himself ‘for a special project’. When he came home for lunch and saw our new wall of rice sacks he was as bemused as me. He opened one. It was padded with hay and inside that were these. The whole library. The monks had decided to make Siri the custodian.”
    “Ignoring the fact they could get him and you arrested.”
    “I suppose they trusted his resourcefulness.”
    “And his master plan is to build shelves?”
    Daeng laughed. “Well, they do say if you want to hide something you should make it so obvious nobody notices it. He’s been as happy as a whistling duck since they arrived. His precious Voltaire has been lurking in the bottom of his cloth bag for a fortnight.”
    “Can you read them?”
    “My French was barely good enough to convince the colonists I wasn’t a threat…appropriate for my lowly standing in society. “ Oui, Monsieur. Non, Madame .” Poor enough that they’d happily leave top-secret information lying open on the desks I swept around. But not good enough for Voltaire. There is a small set of French primers I’ve been working through. I’m not sure why. I’m not expecting the French to invade us again any time soon.”
    They worked silently for a few minutes removing the books from their sacks, unwrapping the hay, sniffing the old bindings. Daeng was about to set off along a subtle chain of questions to discover the reason for the unpleasantness in her friend’s marriage. But Dtui saved her the trouble.
    “Phosy has another woman,” she said, not looking up from the books.
    Daeng coughed her surprise.
    “Don’t be ridiculous,” she said. She expected Dtui to put up a fight but the nurse merely pursed her lips and her eyes swelled with tears. “Dtui?” Daeng slid across the wooden floorboards to sit beside her friend. Malee stirred and twisted before settling down. “Dtui?”
    “I’m sorry,” Dtui smiled. “I promised I wouldn’t cry when this happened.”
    “What? What’s happened?”
    “Like I said. I’m in the wife bank. Safe. He’s free to go off and make deposits in other accounts.”
    “You didn’t just make that up on the spur of the moment.”
    “My ma used to say it all the time.”
    “That was your ma, and those were different times.”
    “Men haven’t become different creatures.”
    “That’s true, but I still don’t believe it.”
    “It’s a fact.”
    “You have proof?”
    “I don’t need any, auntie. A wife knows. I see all the signs. It was my own fault. He didn’t tell me…hasn’t ever told me he loves me. In fact, dumb old me, he’d come right out with it, hadn’t he? Said he didn’t love me but he’d do the right thing. Said he liked me. Liked me and respected me. And what does desperate fat Dtui do?”
    “I don’t – ”
    “She says, ‘Oh, OK. Like is good. I’ll take that. I have all the love we’ll ever need. Maybe, with a little patience, your like will grow a few more leaves over the years, a blossom or two. That’s plenty. Once Malee came along I thought she’d bind us together but she didn’t. Even the like ’s started to wilt.”
    “Dtui, you can’t – ”
    “First he became this super-vigilant father: “Don’t talk to her like that. Don’t give her too much of this.” Then he started with the one-word answers to long questions, the grunts, the late nights, the working weekends.”
    “I – ”
    “The, ‘I’m really tired, I can’t.&rdsuo;”
    “Perfume? Lipstick stains?” asked Madame Daeng.
    “Who can afford perfume and lipstick in this day and age? And you don’t need forensic evidence, Madame Daeng. You know when your man’s drifting away.”
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    Later that night, once Siri had slammed the door of Civilai’s cream Citroen, reminded him to turn