Mistborn #03 The Hero of Ages

you've been paying to tutor you since you were a child—men you trusted more than your own parents—come to take you away for execution? I would have died, too. I just went with them. Then . . ."
    "Then what?" Spook asked.
    "You saved me," she whispered. "The Survivor's crew. You overthrew the Lord Ruler, and in the chaos, everybody forgot about people like me. The obligators were too busy trying to please Straff."
    "And then, your brother took over."
    She nodded quietly. "I thought he'd be a good ruler. He really is a good man! He just wants everything to be stable and secure. Peace for everyone. Yet, sometimes, the things he does to people . . . the things he asks of people . . ."
    "I'm sorry," Spook said.
    She shook her head. "And then you came. You rescued that child, right in front of Quellion and me. You came to my gardens, and you didn't even threaten me. I thought . . . maybe he really is as the stories say. Maybe he'll help. And, like the idiot I always am, I just came."
    "I wish things were simple, Beldre," Spook said. "I wish I could let you go. But, this is for the greater good."
    "That's just what Quellion always says, you know," she said.
    Spook paused.
    "You're a lot alike, you two," she said. "Forceful. Commanding."
    Spook chuckled. "You really don't know me very well, do you?"
    She flushed. "You're the Survivor of the Flames. Don't think I haven't heard the rumors—my brother can't keep me out of all of his conferences."
    "Rumors," Spook said, "are rarely reliable."
    "You're a member of the Survivor's crew."
    Spook shrugged. "That's true. Though, I became a member by accident."
    She frowned, glancing at him.
    "Kelsier handpicked the others," Spook said. "Ham, Breeze, Sazed—even Vin. He chose my uncle too. And, by doing so, he got me as a bonus. I . . . I was never really part of it all, Beldre. I was kind of like an observer. They posted me on watch and things like that. I sat in on the planning sessions, and everyone just treated me like an errand boy. I must have refilled Breeze's cup a hundred times during that first year!"
    A hint of amusement showed on her face. "You make it sound like you were a servant."
    "Pretty much," Spook said, smiling. "I couldn't talk very well—I'd grown used to speaking in an Eastern street slang, and everything I said came out garbled. I've still got an accent, they tell me. So, I just stayed quiet most of the time, embarrassed. The crew was nice to me, but I knew I was pretty much just ignored."
    "And now you're in charge of them all."
    Spook laughed. "No. Sazed's the one really in charge of us here. Breeze ranks me too, but he lets me give orders because he's too lazy to do so. He likes to make people do things without them knowing it. Half the time, I'm certain that the things I'm saying are just ideas he somehow got into my head."
    Beldre shook her head. "The Terrisman is in charge? But, he looks to you!"
    "He just lets me do what he doesn't want to," Spook said. "Sazed's a great man—one of the best I've known. But, well, he's a scholar. He's better off studying a project and writing notes than he is giving commands. So, that only leaves me. I'm just doing the job that everyone else is too busy to do."
    Beldre sat quietly for a moment, then finally took a sip of her tea. "Ah," she said. "It's good!"
    "The Lord Ruler's own brew, for all we know," Spook said. "We found it down here, with the rest of this stuff."
    "This is why you came, isn't it?" Beldre asked, nodding to the cavern. "I wondered why your emperor cared about Urteau. We haven't really been an important force in the world since the Venture line moved its center of power to Luthadel."
    Spook nodded. "This is part of it, though Elend is also worried about the rebellion up here. It's dangerous, having a foe who is slaughtering noblemen controlling one of the major cities just a short distance north of Luthadel. That's all I can really tell you, though. Most of the time, I feel like I'm still just a bystander in all of this. Vin and Elend, they're the ones who really know what's going on. To them, I'm the guy they could spare to spend months spying in Urteau while they did important work in the South."
    "They are wrong to treat you so," Beldre said.
    "No, it's all right," Spook said. "I've kind of enjoyed being up here. I feel like I've been able to do something, finally."
    She nodded. After a short time, she set down her cup, wrapping her arms around her knees. "What are they like?" she asked.