Mourn not your Dead

hint of a smile, she added, “I think Alastair would have felt quite let down, actually, not to be shown proper respect. Black armbands and pallbearers, and all the gallant officers in uniform.”
    Claire finished the last of her lemonade and glanced at her watch. “I suppose I’d better get into something more suitable myself before I drive to Dorking to pick up Gwen.”
    “I did just want a word,” said Gemma, “if you could stay a bit longer.”
    Claire sank back into her chair and looked at Gemma attentively.
    “It’s about your bank account, Mrs. Gilbert. The one you opened in Dorking. Why did you have all the correspondence sent to you at work?”
    “Bank account?” said Claire blankly, staring at Gemma. “But how—” She blinked and looked away, and after a moment smoothed down the fabric of her skirt where she’d bunched it with her fist. “I was a very well-supervised only child, and I married Stephen at nineteen, straight from my parents’ arms to his. Except for that short period of time after Stephen died, I have never lived alone.” She met Gemma’s gaze again, her eyes fierce. “Do you understand what it’s like to want something just for yourself? Have you ever felt that? That’s all I wanted, something no one else could touch. I didn’t have to ask permission to spend it, didn’t have to justify myself. It was glorious, and it was my secret.” Glancing down at the hands she’d balled into tight fists again, she took a breath. “How did you find out about it? Malcolm wouldn’t have told you.”
    “No,” Gemma said softly, “he didn’t. We found the account number in your husband’s pocket.”
     
    GEMMA SAT AT THE PICNIC TABLE IN THE FRONT GARDEN OF the pub, watching the life of the village revolve around her. Brian went by in the small white van; Claire and Lucy left in their Volvo; Geoff stopped and spoke to her as he went to help the vicar in her garden.
    After a bit she closed her eyes, willing herself not to think—not about Jackie, not about Alastair Gilbert, not about... anything. The sun felt hot on her skin, and it was only the coolness of the shadow falling across her face that made her open her eyes with a start.
    “Care to tell me about it?” asked Kincaid.
    “Where did you—I didn’t see you drive past.”
    “Obviously.” He raised an eyebrow as he slid onto the bench opposite her.
    Nettled by his teasing, Gemma launched into an account of her trip to Dorking with Will, then, a bit more hesitantly, her visit to Claire.
    Kincaid’s only comment was the raising of his eyebrow a fraction of an inch higher. In an expressionless voice he told her about his interview with the doctor.
    When he’d finished she stared at him for a moment, then said flatly, “You’re not serious.”
    “I wish I weren’t.”
    “But how could he possibly hurt her? She seems so... fragile.” In her mind Gemma heard the sound of bone snapping, and she saw again Claire’s neck beneath her parted hair, delicate as the stem of a lily.
    Kincaid looked down at his hands, fingers splayed on the rough wood of the table. “I can’t be sure, but I have a feeling that Claire’s illusion of fragility made her all the more appealing as a victim.”
    The thought made Gemma feel ill, and she crossed her arms protectively over her stomach. “You have no proof.”
    “That’s what Nick said.” He shrugged. “I’ve been wrong before. But I’ll have to confront her with it. I don’t think she’s told you the whole truth about the bank account, either. You think it was Ogilvie the manager met?”
    It was Gemma’s turn to shrug. “Who else could it have been? No one would ever describe Gilbert as predatory. Maybe we’ve been wrong about Brian and Claire. She and David Ogilvie go way back; maybe they took up where they left off years ago.”
    “But if Ogilvie were Claire’s lover, why would he be snooping into her bank account—”
    “In either case, how did Gilbert come by the account number? Unless the two things aren’t connected at all, and Claire was simply careless. Maybe she left her checkbook in her handbag—people get careless when they’ve got comfortable with a deception—and Gilbert found it.”
    “Or maybe Claire and Ogilvie planned to get rid of Gilbert, and Ogilvie thought she might be double-crossing him, so he checked up on her.” Kincaid looked quite pleased with himself at this last flight of fancy.
    “I don’t believe that Claire Gilbert