Mr. Murder

from this clerk as well. All of his willpower is required to restrain himself from ripping the bags asunder and tearing into the food immediately upon receipt of it. He retains enough clarity of mind to realize he must not cause a scene by blocking the take-out lane.
        He parks in the darkest corner of the restaurant lot, switches off the headlights and windshield wipers. His face looks so gaunt when he glimpses it in the rearview mirror that he knows he has lost several pounds in the past hour, his eyes are sunken and appear to be ringed with smudges of soot. He dims the instrument-panel lights as far as possible, but lets the engine run because, in his current debilitated condition, he needs to bask in the warm air from the heater vents.
        He is swaddled in shadows. The rain streaming down the glass shimmers with reflected light from neon signs, and it bends the night world into mutagenic forms, simultaneously screening him from prying eyes.
        In this mechanical cave, he reverts to savagery and is, for a time, something less than human, tearing at his food with animalistic impatience, stuffing it into his mouth faster than he can swallow.
        Burgers and buns and fries crumble against his lips, his teeth, and leave a growing slope of organic scree across his chest, cola and milkshake dribble down the front of his shirt. He chokes repeatedly, spraying food on the steering wheel and dashboard, but eats no less wolfishly, no less urgently, issuing small wordless greedy sounds and low moans of satisfaction.
        His feeding frenzy translates into a period of numb and silent withdrawal much like a trance, from which he eventually arises with three names on his lips, whispered like a prayer, "Paige…
        Charlotte.. Emily…"
        From experience he knows that, in the hours before dawn, he will suffer new bouts of hunger, though none as devastating and obsessive as the seizure he has just endured. A few bars of chocolate or cans of Vienna sausages or packages of hot dogs depending on whether it is carbohydrates or proteins that he craves-will ensure abatement of the pangs.
        He will be able to focus his attention on other critical issues without worrying about major distractions of a physiological nature.
        The most serious of those crises is the continued enslavement of his wife and children by the man who has stolen his life.
        "Paige… Charlotte… Emily…"
        Tears cloud his vision when he thinks of his family in the hands of the hateful imposter. They are so precious to him. They are his only fortune, his reason for existence, his future.
        He recalls the wonder and joy with which he explored his house, standing in his daughters' room, later touching the bed in which he and his wife make love. The moment he had seen their faces in the photograph on his desk, he had known they were his destiny and that in their loving embrace he would find surcease from the confusion, loneliness, and quiet desperation that have plagued him.
        He remembers, as well, the first surprising confrontation with the imposter, the shock and amazement of their uncanny resemblance, the perfectly matched pitch and timbre of their voices. He had understood at once how the man could have stepped into his life without anyone being the wiser.
        Though his exploration of the house provided no clue to explain the imposter's origins, he was reminded of certain films from which answers might be garnered when he had a chance to view them again. Both versions of Invasion of the Body Snatchers, the first starring Kevin McCarthy, the second, Donald Sutherland. John Carpenter's remake of The Thing, though not the first version. Perhaps even Invaders from Mars.
        Bette Midler and Lily Tomlin in a film whose title he could not recall.
        The Prince and the Pauper. Moon Over Parador. There must be others.
        Movies had all the answers to life's problems. From the movies he had learned about romance and love and the joy of family life.
        In the darkness of theaters, passing time between killings, hungry for meaning, he had learned to need what he didn't have. And from the great lessons of the movies he might eventually unravel the mystery of his stolen life.
        But first he must act.
        That is another lesson he has learned from the movies. Action must come before thought. People in movies rarely sit around brooding about the predicament in