Nothing to Lose

were in the load bed. Reacher walked up the stepping-stone path to the door and rang the bell. He heard it sound inside the house. The neighborhood was still and silent. He stood on the step for thirty long seconds and then the door opened.
    Vaughan looked out at him and said, “Hello.”

62
    Vaughan was dressed in the same black clothes she had worn the night before. She looked still and calm and composed. And a little distant. A little preoccupied. Reacher said, “I was worried about you.”
    Vaughan said, “Were you?”
    “I tried to call you twice. Here, and in the car. Where were you?”
    “Here and there. You better come in.”
    The kitchen looked just the same as before. Neat, clean, decorated, three chairs at the table. There was a glass of water on the counter and coffee in the machine.
    Reacher said, “I’m sorry I didn’t get right back.”
    “Don’t apologize to me.”
    “What’s wrong?”
    “You want coffee?”
    “After you tell me what’s wrong.”
    “Nothing is wrong.”
    “Like hell.”
    “OK, we shouldn’t have done what we did the night before last.”
    “Which part?”
    “You know which part. You took advantage. I started to feel bad about it. So when you didn’t come back with the plane I switched off my phone and my radio and drove out to Colorado Springs and told David all about it.”
    “In the middle of the night?”
    Vaughan shrugged. “They let me in. They were very nice about it, actually. They treated me very well.”
    “And what did David say?”
    “That’s cruel.”
    Reacher shook his head. “It isn’t cruel. It’s a simple question.”
    “What’s your point?”
    “That David no longer exists. Not as you knew him. Not in any meaningful sense. And that you’ve got a choice to make. And it’s not a new choice. There have been mass casualties from the Civil War onward. There have been tens of thousands of men in David’s position over more than a century. And therefore there have been tens of thousands of women in your position.”
    “And?”
    “They all made a choice.”
    “David still exists.”
    “In your memory. Not in the world.”
    “He’s not dead.”
    “He’s not alive, either.”
    Vaughan said nothing. Just turned away and took a fine china mug from a cupboard and filled it with coffee from the machine. She handed the mug to Reacher and asked, “What was in Thurman’s little box?”
    “You saw the box?”
    “I was over the wall ten seconds after you. Did you really think I was going to wait in the car?”
    “I didn’t see you.”
    “That was the plan. But I saw you. I saw the whole thing. Fly with me tonight? He ditched you somewhere, didn’t he?”
    Reacher nodded. “Fort Shaw, Oklahoma. An army base.”
    “You fell for it.”
    “I sure did.”
    “You’re not as smart as you think.”
    “I never claimed to be smart.”
    “What was in the box?”
    “A plastic jar.”
    “What was in the jar?”
    “Soot,” Reacher said. “People, after a fire. They scrape it off the metal.”
    Vaughan sat down at her table.
    “That’s terrible,” she said.
    “Worse than terrible,” Reacher said. “Complicated.”
    “How?”
    Reacher sat down opposite her.
    “You can breathe easy,” he said. “There are no wrecked Humvees at the plant. They go someplace else.”
    “How do you know?”
    “Because Humvees don’t burn like that. Mostly they bust open and people spill out.”
    Vaughan nodded. “David wasn’t burned.”
    Reacher said, “Only tanks burn like that. No way out of a burning tank. Soot is all that’s left.”
    “I see.”
    Reacher said nothing.
    “But how is that complicated?” she asked.
    “It’s the first in a series of conclusions. Like a logical chain reaction. We’re using main battle tanks over there. Which isn’t a huge surprise, I guess. But we’re losing some, which is a huge surprise. We always expected to lose a few, to the Soviets. But we sure as hell didn’t expect to lose any to a bunch of ragtag terrorists with improvised explosive devices. In less than four years they’ve figured out how to make shaped charges good enough to take out main battle tanks belonging to the U.S. Army. That doesn’t help our PR very much. I’m real glad the Cold War is over. The Red Army would be helpless with laughter. No wonder the Pentagon ships the wrecks in sealed containers to a secret location.”
    Vaughan got up and walked over to her counter and picked up her glass of water. She emptied it in the sink