One Door From Heaven

an elevator, all three floors were accessible to the disabled boy. He slept in Preston's room, which had long been furnished with a second bed for friends on sleepovers.
        They had a lot of fun. The Dirtbag, thirteen, possessed a singular talent for impersonation, uncannily reproducing the voices of family members and employees on the estate. Preston had never laughed so much as he had laughed that night.
        The Dirtbag fell asleep around one o'clock in the morning.
        At two o'clock, Preston killed him. He smothered the boy with a pillow.
        Only the Dirtbag's legs were paralyzed, but he suffered from other conditions that resulted in somewhat diminished upper-body strength. He tried to resist, but not effectively.
        Having recently recovered from a protracted bout with a severe bronchial infection, the Dirtbag's lung capacity might not have been at its peak. He died much too quickly to please Preston.
        Hoping to prolong the experience, Preston had relented a few times with the pillow, giving the Dirtbag an opportunity to draw a breath but not to cry out. Nevertheless, the end came too soon.
        The bedclothes had been slightly disarranged by the boy's feeble struggle. Preston smoothed them.
        He brushed his dead cousin's hair, making him more presentable.
        Because the Dirtbag died on his back, as he always slept, there was no need to reposition the body. Preston adjusted the arms and the hands to convey the impression of a quiet passing.
        The mouth hung open. Preston firmly closed it, held it, waited for it to lock in place.
        The eyes were wide, staring in what might have been surprise. He drew the lids shut and weighted them with quarters.
        After a couple hours, he removed the coins. The lids remained closed.
        Preston switched off the lamp and returned to his bed, burying his face in the same pillow with which he had smothered his cousin.
        He felt that he had done a fine thing.
        During the remainder of the night, he was too excited to sleep soundly, although he dozed on and off.
        He was awake but pretending to oversleep when at eight o'clock, the Dirtbag's mother, Aunt Janice-also known as the Tits-rapped softly on the bedroom door. When her second knock wasn't answered, she entered anyway, for she was bringing her son's morning medicines.
        Planning to fake a startled awakening the instant that the Tits screamed, Preston was denied his dramatic moment when she made only a strangled sound of grief and sagged against the Dirtbag's bed, sobbing as softly as she had knocked.
        At the funeral, Preston heard numerous relatives and family friends say that perhaps this was for the best, that Brandon had gone to a better place now, that his lifelong suffering had been relieved, that perhaps the parents' heavy grief was more than balanced by the weight of responsibility that had been lifted from their shoulders.
        This confirmed his perception that he had done a fine thing.
        His endeavors with insects were finished.
        His misguided adventures with small animals were at an end.
        He had found his work, and it was his bliss, as well.
        A brilliant boy and superb student, the top of his class, he naturally turned to education to seek a greater understanding of his special role in life. In school and books he found every answer that he wanted.
        While he learned, he practiced. As a young man of great wealth and privilege, he was much admired for the unpaid work he performed in nursing homes, which he modestly called "just giving back a little to society in return for all my blessings."
        By the time that he went to university, Preston determined that philosophy would be his field, his chosen community.
        Introduced to a forest of philosophers and philosophies, he was taught that every tree stood equal to the others, that each deserved respect, that no view of life and life's purpose was superior to any other. This meant no absolutes existed, no certainties, no universal right or wrong, merely different points of view. Before him were millions of board feet of ideas, from which he'd been invited to construct any dwelling that pleased him.
        Some philosophies placed a greater value on human life than did others. Those were not for him.
        Soon he discovered that if philosophy was his community, then contemporary ethics was the