Picture Perfect

sorry. I acted like a crazy bitch and I threw up all kinds of roadblocks. I talked to Jess before I got into the shower and she set me straight, and now I have to tell you something. It quite literally scares the shit out of me to say this to you, but here goes. Flynn, I’m in love with you. The only reason I said that I didn’t want to commit to building a house is because I’m terrified that you’re going to want to live the rock star lifestyle and have sex with hoards of groupies once the tour starts.”
    For a moment, I had no words because the feeling of relief that swept through me was staggering. She loved me! I realized that I needed to say something, and fast, when I saw the hope in her eyes start to dim because I wasn’t saying anything back.
    Grabbing her hands tighter in mine, I got her to her feet before having her straddle my lap so that I could hold her.
    “Tessa, baby, I’m in love with you, too. You’re it for me, and I don’t give a shit about anyone that came before. You seem to imagine that having sex with chicks I didn’t know was some kind of amazing time, and I wish you’d told me that sooner so that I could ease your mind. I don’t miss that lifestyle babe, and I never will. It’s a large part of the reason that I decided to retire. You’re what I want, and my future with you is my priority. I wish you’d told me before what your issue was, because then I’d have told you this earlier if it had come up, but it didn’t. I hope what I’m about to tell you will help you understand the difference between you and those girls, even though the shit I’m about to say is crude and not something I’d intended to tell you, but here goes. I couldn’t let myself come with those girls. I also never, ever fucked without a condom. With you, I would never use a condom. I’ve always needed to be with you with nothing between us. I’d never wanted that before, hadn’t even considered it as an option. Babe, when I’m making love with you? I come. Every. Single. Time. Every time since the first time, I’ve come inside your body, on your body or in your mouth and it’s like heaven on earth. I realize that’s what normal guys do, so you never had a reason to realize how life altering that is for me. Truth is, it’s been a lesson in humility training myself not to come the second I slide inside of you. I never wanted to share that part of myself with anyone else baby, but with you, I couldn’t wait to fill you, to mark you as mine. No other woman on earth can do that to me babe, because no one else is you. I’m yours Tess, every part of me, and I’m not going anywhere or doing anything to fuck that up. I don’t care if two thousand drop dead gorgeous bitches a night try to suck my dick- you’re beauty eclipses them all. I only see you Tess, because you’re the only woman I ever really wanted.”
    From her position in my lap, she wrapped her arms tightly around me and buried her face in my neck where she dropped delicate little kisses on me. I was trying to control myself but it was damn hard with her wiggling on my lap. Hugging her back, I tried to hold her still.
    “Babe, keep moving like that and you’re going to have me buried balls deep inside of you in about thirty seconds.”
    Her response was a lick on my neck that was immediately followed by a bite with some suction. My body had a mind of its own as I thrust up against her with a tortured groan.
    Pulling back from sucking on my neck, she framed my face with her hands before leaning in and licking my lips as she shifted against me suggestively. “Ten miserable days, Flynn. I want you to come inside of me honey.”
    When she pulled my tee shirt that she was wearing as a nightgown over her head and tossed it over her shoulder, my cock jerked against her. I could feel the heat of her against me, could smell the delicate scent that was just hers and it drove me wild.
    Running my hands up her stomach, I cupped her breasts in my hands and rubbed around her nipples with my thumbs. “My baby likes to be full of me and that’s the most beautiful thing in the world. You realize of course that you were never frigid, right babe? Your tiny cunt aches to be filled and fucked- your just didn’t realize this pussy was made for my cock and no one else’s.”
    She moaned as I pinched her nipples repeatedly and ground against her from below. “I think it’s a sign that we were meant to be together, babe. I didn’t let myself come with