Pines

help.”
    She took his hand and told him not to worry, not to be afraid, that help was already on the way.
    And though the hand holding his clearly didn’t belong to a young woman—the skin too taut and thin, like old paper—there was something so familiar in the voice that it broke his heart.

CHAPTER 4
    They took the Bainbridge Island ferry out of Seattle and headed north up the peninsula toward Port Angeles, a convoy of four cars carrying fifteen of the Burkes’ closest friends.
    Theresa had been hoping for a pretty day, but it was cold, gray rain, the Olympics obscured, and nothing visible beyond their narrow corridor of highway.
    But none of that mattered.
    They were going regardless of the weather, and if no one else wanted to join her, she and Ben would hike up alone.
    Her friend Darla drove, Theresa in the backseat holding her seven-year-old son’s hand and staring out the rain-beaded glass as the rainforest streaked past in a blur of dark green.
    A few miles west of town on Highway 112, they reached the trailhead to Striped Peak.
    It was still overcast, but the rain had stopped.
    They started out in silence, hiking along the water, no sound but the impact of their footfalls squishing in the mud and the white noise of the breakers.
    Theresa glanced down into a cove as the trail passed above it, the water not as blue as she remembered, blaming the cloud cover for muting the color, no failing of her memory.
    The group passed the World War II bunkers and climbed through groves of fern and then into forest.
    Moss everywhere.
    The trees still dripping.
    Lushness even in early winter.
    They neared the top.
    The entire time, no one had spoken.
    Theresa could feel a burning in her legs and the tears coming.
    It started to rain as they reached the summit—nothing heavy, just a few wild drops blowing sideways in the wind.
    Theresa walked out into the meadow.
    She was crying now.
    On a clear day, the view would’ve been for miles, with the sea a thousand feet below.
    Today the peak was socked in.
    She crumpled down in the wet grass, put her head between her knees, and cried.
    There was the pattering of drizzle on the hood of her poncho and nothing else.
    Ben sat down beside her and she put her arm around him, said, “You did good hiking, buddy. How you feeling?”
    “All right, I guess. Is this it?”
    “Yeah, this is it. You could see a lot farther if it wasn’t for the fog.”
    “What do we do now?”
    She wiped her eyes, took a deep, trembling breath.
    “Now, I’m going to say some things about your dad. Maybe some other people will too.”
    “Do I have to?”
    “Only if you want to.”
    “I don’t want to.”
    “That’s fine.”
    “It doesn’t mean I don’t still love him.”
    “I know that.”
    “Would he want me to talk about him?”
    “Not if it made you feel uncomfortable.”
    Theresa shut her eyes, took a moment to gather herself.
    She struggled onto her feet.
    Her friends were milling around in the ferns, blowing into their hands for warmth.
    It was raw up on the summit, a strong gale pushing the ferns in green waves and the air cold enough to turn their breath to steam.
    She called her friends over and they all stood in a huddle against the rain and the wind.
    Theresa told the story of how she and Ethan had taken a trip to the peninsula several months after they’d started dating. They stayed at a B&B in Port Angeles and, late one afternoon, stumbled upon the trailhead to Striped Peak. They reached the summit at sunset on a clear, calm evening, and as she stared across the strait at the long view into southern Canada, Ethan dropped to one knee and proposed.
    He’d bought a toy ring from a convenience store vending machine that morning. Said he hadn’t been planning anything like this, but that he’d realized on this trip that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. Told her he’d never been happier than in this moment, standing on the top of this mountain and the world spread out beneath them.
    “I hadn’t been planning anything like it either,” Theresa said, “but I said yes, and we stayed up there and watched the sun go into the sea. Ethan and I always talked about coming back here for a weekend, but you know what they say about life and making other plans. Anyway, we had our perfect moments...” She kissed the top of her son’s head. “...and our not so perfect ones, but I think Ethan was never happier, never more carefree and hopeful about the future than