Sea Breeze 01 - Breathe

Especially his chest. It was beautiful. I ran my nails across his abs, and his body tensed under my touch. I smiled up at him and his heated stare only made my body ache more. How could I stop him if we went too far? Seeing him like this made me want to get closer to him.
    “Can I—” He swallowed hard and his breathing grew heavier. “Can I take a shower with you?”
    Oh my. I wasn’t sure I could do that. Naked and vulnerable in a shower with Jax.
    “Please. I’ll be good. I’ll try to be. I want to wash your hair . . . and I want to wash you.”
    My heart was slamming against my chest as I glanced back at the large shower behind him. It was surrounded in glass and was the same marble as the counter I was sitting on. I wanted this. I did. But was it smart?
    “Please, Sadie,” Jax pleaded.
    I was weak. I couldn’t tell him no. I nodded and his hands tightened their grip on my waist before he pulled me off the counter and began undressing me the rest of the way. I didn’t know what to do, so I let him. He unsnapped my shorts and pulled them slowly down my legs. I was standing there in my panties when he glanced up at me. His eyes never left mine as he reached up to slip his thumbs into the sides of my panties. But the moment he began pulling them down he lowered his gaze and I wanted to cover my face. Even though he had been very up close and personal with that part of me, something about standing here in front of him naked was completely different. There were no barriers.
    I stepped out of my discarded clothing and Jax slowly stood up never taking his eyes off my body. When his hands went to the button on his jeans I wanted to do that for him, but I couldn’t bring myself to reach out and take over. I just watched him as he stripped. I’d never seen a man naked before, so my curiosity was taking over.
    Jax dropped his jeans and boxer briefs at the same time, then he stepped out of them. I didn’t want to stare at him there but it was really hard not to. I was fascinated.
    “If I’m gonna be good you can’t look at me like that,” Jax said with a smirk before turning to go turn the shower on. His backside was just as perfect as his front. The urge to touch him was becoming overwhelming.
    Jax turned around and held out his hand. “It’s warm enough now. Did you decide on a body wash?”
    I hadn’t had time to decide on a body wash and right now that was the last worry on my mind. I reached back and picked the closest one to me up then I slipped my hand into his and he gently pulled me into the shower with him. My heart was racing in my chest. The water hit my cooled skin and I shivered.
    “Give me the bottle. I want to wash your body,” he whispered in my ear. I couldn’t respond so I just held the bottle up so he could take it. Jax took my hair and moved it all over until it was hanging over my left shoulder. Then the bath sponge touched my back and I closed my eyes tightly. How much would he wash? Or more importantly would I make embarrassing moans when he touched me in intimate places?
    As he stood behind me, the sponge thoroughly cleaned my back, but it felt more like a caress. Then he moved down over my bottom and spent extra time cleaning me there before moving down the backs of both my legs. When the sponge moved around to the front of my legs and started making its way upward I trembled with anticipation. He was getting closer to the places that I needed him to touch now. Except he ran the sponge up the front of my thigh and it went directly to my stomach, which he cleaned a little more than it actually needed before both his hand holding the sponge and his empty hand each covered one of my breasts.
    I let my head fall back to his chest as his hand cleaned my breasts and his free hand tugged gently on my nipple, causing me to make sounds of pleasure. The sponge began to move back down over my stomach. Jax’s other hand moved down beside it and then slipped down between my legs and shifted them further apart. His breathing was heavy and fast in my ear as the sponge moved between my legs. I put one hand on the bathroom wall for support and the other hand grabbed Jax’s arm. My legs were trembling. The moment the sponge fell from Jax’s hand I heard it, and I knew what that meant. He moved in closer behind me and his hardness was pressed firmly against my back. I wanted to move against him but his fingers chose that moment to slip inside me, and I could only think about the pleasure