Sea Breeze 03 - While It Lasts

guilty.
    “I was confused,” I admitted.
    Cage let out a hard laugh. “Yeah, well I wasn’t.”
    I took a step t oward him and he shook his head. “Don’t come closer.”
    “Please , listen to me. Let me explain.”
    He r an a hand through his dark hair and I could see the internal battle in his expression. I needed to talk while I had him weak.
    “I made a mistake. I listened to someone else who knew nothing about you. I let my fears get the best of me and I made a very , very bad mistake.”
    Cage dropped his hand back to his lap and his sad eyes met mine. “But you listened. Something Josh’s mother said made sense to you. A s much as I hate to admit it she was probably right. You were right to back away.”
    He’d already figured out who had talked to me a nd he called her Josh’s mom , not Jeremy’s. He was making this about Josh.
    “No, Cage. No, I wasn’t.”
    “Yeah, Eva , you were. I’m not the good guy. I’m not the guy you could ever tell your daddy about. You would be embarrassed to let people in this small town know you’d gone from the great and might y Josh Beasley to the loser Cage York. You deserve a Josh Beasley.”
    My heart broke as I watched the self -loathing on Cage’s face. I hated myself for putting it there. He wasn’t Josh. He was nothing like Josh . He was more.
    “Cage , please don’t,” I begged , closing the distance between us.
    He backed away and I grabbed his face with my hands and covered his lips with mine. He didn’t respond at first. When I straddled his lap and crawled on top of him he caved . H is hands slid up the backs of my legs as he slipped his tongue in my mouth and began kissing me back.
    The groan that tore from his chest made me a little crazy. I wanted this so badly. I needed to feel close to him again. I reached for the bottom of my shirt and pulled it off ignoring Cage’s protest . I g rabbed his face again , pressing my bare chest against his. The cold barbell tickled my nipple and I shivered.
    I tasted him the way he always tasted me. Kissing each corner of his mouth , I nipped at his bottom lip and pulled his tongue into my mouth sucking it hard . When his hands cupped my breast s I cried out and pressed down on him. His erection put pressure on my swollen heat. Tonight that wasn’t enough. I needed to be closer. I’d almost lost him. I needed more.
    I pushed him until he fell back on the mattress underneath me. Seeing him staring up at me with those eyes that reflected what I was feeling sent any doubt from my mind. I stood up and started taking off my shorts.
    “Eva, don’t… ah fuck,” Cage groaned as I stepped out of my panties and crawled back on top of him. I pulled the covers down so I could take his boxers off and his erection sprang free instead. Cage slept naked. Reaching down I took him in my hands and slid my hands down his silky warm texture.
    Cage let out a low moan, “ Ahhhh , Eva you don’t want to do this,” he said in a hoarse desperate plea.
    Yes , I did. I wanted to do this more than I wanted to breathe.
    I slid my hands up his chest and lowered my body over his. Keeping my legs on each side of his hips I closed my eyes in pure pleasure as his erection jerked against my wet opening.
    I’d never done this but I’d read enough to know it would be difficult to do this my first time with me on top. I needed him to take over. I slid over him several times causing him to curse and grab the sheet under him in a death grip.
    “Cage, I want you inside me. I want you to make love to me,” I whispered against his ear and he trembled underneath me. It was a powerful feeling and I loved it.
    Cage moaned and grabbed my waist . He pulled my chest closer to his mouth. When my nipple dangled in front of him he reached up and covered it with his mouth. Crying out I pressed his head closer to me. I wanted more.
    He bit down gently on my nipple and my body felt a zing shoot through it.
    “Yes, please,” I begged. He let it pop out of his mouth before moving to the next breast and doing the same thing to it. I began rocking back and forth. The more he sucked the better it got.
    Cage shifted his hips and I froze when the head of his erection entered me . Closing my eyes I wanted to warn him but it felt so good I couldn’t find words.
    “Fuck baby , you’re so damn tight,” he groaned as his hands grabbed my hips and held me still. I pressed down and the pain from the stretching was exciting .
    “Stop. Don’t. I ‘ll