Seasons of War

children?’ Idaan asked.
    ‘I . . . we only just . . .’
    Idaan raised her eyebrows, and the remaining servants scattered. She stepped over the weeping man and made her way into the private rooms. All together, they were smaller than Idaan’s old farmhouse. It didn’t take long to find him.
    Otah sat in a chair as if he were only sleeping. The window before him was open, the shutters swaying slow and languorous in the breeze. The motion reminded her of seaweed. His robe was yellow shot with black. His eyes were barely open and as empty as marbles. Idaan made herself touch his skin. It was cold. He was gone.
    She found a stool, pulled it to his side, and sat with him one last time. His hand was stiff, but she wrapped her fingers around his. For a long while, she said nothing. Then, softly so that just the two of them could hear, she spoke.
    ‘You did good work, brother. I can’t think anyone would have done better.’
    She remained there breathing the scent of his rooms for the last time until Danat and Eiah arrived, a small army of servants and utkhaiem and councilmen at their backs. Idaan told Eiah what she needed to know in a few short sentences, then left. The breakfast was gone, cleared away. She went to find Cehmai and tell him the news.
     
    Flowers do not return in the spring, rather they are replaced. It is in this difference between returned and replaced that the price of renewal is paid.
     
    ‘No,’ Ana said. The ambassador of Eymond lifted a finger, as if begging leave to interrupt the Empress. He made a small noise at the back of his throat. Ana shook her head. ‘I said no. I meant no, Lord Ambassador. And if you raise your finger to me again like I was a schoolgirl talking out of turn, I will have it cut off and set in a necklace for you.’
    The meeting room was as silent as a grave. Even the candle flames stood still. The dark-stained wood of the floor and beautifully painted abstract frescoes of the walls seemed out of place, too rich and peaceful for the moment. A back room at a teahouse was the better venue for this kind of negotiation. Ana enjoyed the contrast.
    She knew when she first heard of Otah Machi’s death that she was going to have to be responsible for holding the Empire together until Danat regained his balance. She hadn’t yet lost a parent. Her husband and lover now had neither of his. The lost expression in his eyes and the bewildered tone in his voice made her heart ache. And so when their partners and rivals in trade took the opportunity to renegotiate treaties in hopes of winning some concession in the fog of grief, Ana found herself taking it personally.
    ‘Lady Empress,’ the ambassador said, ‘I don’t mean disrespect, but you must see that—’
    Ana raised her finger, the mirror of the man’s gesture. He went silent.
    ‘A necklace,’ she said. ‘Ask around if you’d like. You’ll find I have no sense of proportion. None.’
    Very quietly, the ambassador took the scroll up from the table between them and put it back in its satchel. Ana nodded and gestured to the door. The man’s spine could have been made of a single, un-articulated iron bar as he left. Ana felt no sympathy for him.
    The Master of Tides came in a moment later, her face amused and alarmed. Ana took what she thought was the proper pose to express continuity. The Khaiate system of poses was something that was best born into and learned from infancy. She did her best, and no one had the audacity to correct her, so Ana figured she was close enough.
    ‘I believe that is all for the day, Most High,’ the Master of Tides said.
    ‘Excellent. We got through those quickly, didn’t we?’
    ‘Very quickly,’ the woman agreed.
    ‘Feel free to offer any other audiences the choice of meeting with me or waiting for my husband until after the mourning rites.’
    ‘I will be sure to sketch out the options,’ the woman said in voice that assured Ana that she would make room in her schedule to help Danat with his father’s arrangements.
    Ana found her mother in the guests’ apartments. Her return trip had been postponed, the steam caravan itself waiting for her. The blue silk curtains billowed in the soft breeze; the scent of lemon candles lit to keep the insects away filled the air. Issandra sat before the fire grate, her hands folded on her lap. She didn’t rise.
    Ana would never have said it, but her mother looked old. The sun of Chaburi-Tan had darkened her skin, making her hair seem