Shadow and Betrayal

his lungs began to burn, and then even a little longer, not wanting to leave this little moment of peace behind. But time and breath being what they were, he rose and tramped up out of the bath. The water streamed off his body leaving gooseflesh behind it, and he dried himself quickly as he walked into the changing room. The heat from a wide, black brazier combined with the vapors from the baths to make the air thick. Any chill at all would freeze these people. The summer cities couldn’t imagine cold, and after so many years here, perhaps he couldn’t either. As he pulled on his thick woolen robes, it struck Marchat that he didn’t remember the last time he’d seen snow. Whenever it had been, he hadn’t known it was the last time he ever would, or he’d have paid it more attention.
    A pair of men came in together, round-faced, black-haired, speaking as much in gesture as with words. The same as all the others in Saraykeht. He was the one - pale skin, kinky hair, ridiculously full beard - who stood out. He’d lived here since he’d been a young man, and he’d never really become of the place. He’d always been waiting for the day when he’d be called back to Galt. It was a bitter thought. When the pair noticed him, they took poses of greeting which he returned without thinking. His hands simply knew what to do.
    He walked back to the compound slowly. Not because of the dread, though the gods knew he wasn’t looking forward, but instead because his failure seemed to have washed his eyes. The sounds and scents of the city were fresh, unfamiliar. When he had been traveling as a young man, it had been like this coming home. The streets his family lived among had carried the same weight of familiarity and strangeness that Saraykeht now bore. At the time, he’d thought it was only that he had been away, but now he thought it was more that the travels he’d made back then had changed him, as the letter from Epani had changed him again just now. The city was the same, but he was a new man seeing it: The ancient stonework; the vines that rose on the walls and were pulled back every year only to crawl up again; the mixture of languages from all across the world that came to the seafront; the songs of the beggars and cries of birdcall.
    Too soon, he was back at his own compound where the Galtic Tree stood as it always had in the main courtyard, the fountain splashing behind it. He wondered who would take the place once he’d gone. Some other poor bastard whom the family wanted rid of. Some boy desperate to prove his worth in the wealthiest, most isolated position in the house. If they didn’t tear the place down stone by stone and burn the rubble. That was another distinct possibility.
    Epani waited in his private chambers, wringing his hands in distress. Marchat couldn’t bring himself to feel anything more than a mild annoyance at the man.
    ‘Wilsin-cha, I’ve just heard. The audience was granted. Six days. It’s going to come in six days!’
    Marchat put up his hand, palm out, and the cicada stopped whining.
    ‘Send a runner to the palaces. One of the higher clerks. Or go yourself. Tell the Khai’s people that we expect Amat Kyaan’s audience to touch upon the private business of the house, and we want them to postpone her audience until we can be present with our response.’
    ‘Yes, Wilsin-cha.’
    ‘And bring me paper and a fresh inkblock,’ Marchat said. ‘I have some letters to write.’
    There must have been something in his tone - a certain gravity, perhaps - that reassured the overseer, because Epani dropped into a pose of acknowledgment and scurried out with a sense of relief that was almost palpable. Marchat followed him far enough to find a servant who could fetch him some mulled wine, then returned to his desk and prepared himself. The tiny flask in the thin drawer at his knee was made of silver, the stopper sealed with green wax. When he shook it, it clinked like some little piece of metal was hidden in it, and not a liquid at all. It was a distillation of the same drugs comfort houses in the soft quarter used to make exotic wines. But it was, of course, much too potent. This thimbleful in his palm was enough to make a man sleep forever. He closed his fingers over it.
    This wasn’t how he’d wanted it. But it would do.
    He put the flask back in its place as Epani-cha arrived, paper and inkblock and fresh pens in his hands. Marchat thanked him and sent him away, then turned to the