The Long Walk

at triphammer speed. Irregular white flashes pulsed in front of his eyes, and for a sick moment he was sure he was going to faint. It passed. His feet, seemingly furious at being denied their rightful rest, screamed at him rawly. He gritted his teeth and bore the pain. The big muscle in his left leg was still twitching alarmingly, but he wasn’t limping. So far.
    He looked at his watch. It was 2:17 PM. For the next hour he would be less than two seconds from death.
    “Back to the land of the living,” Stebbins said as he caught up.
    “Sure,” Garraty said numbly. He felt a sudden wave of resentment. They would have gone on walking even if he had bought his ticket. No tears shed for him. Just a name and number to be entered in the official records—GARRATY, RAYMOND, #47, ELIMINATED 218th MILE. And a human-interest story in the state newspapers for a couple of days. GARRATY DEAD; “MAINE’S OWN” BECOMES 61ST TO FALL!
    “I hope I win,” Garraty muttered.
    “Think you will?”
    Garraty thought of the blond soldier’s face. It had shown as much emotion as a plate of potatoes.
    “I doubt it,” he said. “I’ve already got three strikes against me. That means you’re out, doesn’t it?”
    “Call the last one a foul tip,” Stebbins said. He was regarding his feet again.
    Garraty picked his own feet up, his two-second margin like a stone in his head. There would be no warning this time. Not even time for someone to say, you better pick it up, Garraty, you’re going to draw one.
    He caught up with McVries, who glanced around. “I thought you were out of it, kiddo,” McVries said.
    “So did I.”
    “That close?”
    “About two seconds, I think.”
    McVries pursed a silent whistle. “I don’t think I’d like to be in your shoes right now. How’s the leg?”
    “Better. Listen, I can’t talk. I’m going up front for a while.”
    “It didn’t help Harkness any.”
    Garraty shook his head. “I have to make sure I’m topping the speed.”
    “All right. You want company?”
    “If you’ve got the energy.”
    McVries laughed. “I got the time if you got the money, honey.”
    “Come on, then. Let’s pick it up while I’ve still got the sack for it.”
    Garraty stepped up his pace until his legs were at the point of rebellion, and he and McVries moved quickly through the front-runners. There was a space between the boy who had been walking second, a gangling, evil-faced boy named Harold Quince, and the survivor of the two leather boys. Joe. Closer to, his complexion was startlingly bronzed. His eyes stared steadily at the horizon, and his features were expressionless. The many zippers on his jacket jingled, like the sound of faraway music.
    “Hello, Joe,” McVries said, and Garraty had an hysterical urge to add, whaddaya know?
    “Howdy,” Joe said curtly.
    They passed him and then the road was theirs, a wide double-barreled strip of composition concrete stained with oil and broken by the grassy median strip, bordered on both sides by a steady wall of people.
    “Onward, ever onward,” McVries said. “Christian soldiers, marching as to war. Ever hear that one, Ray?”
    “What time is it?”
    McVries glanced at his watch. “2:20, Look, Ray, if you’re going to—”
    “God, is that all? I thought—” He felt panic rising in his throat, greasy and thick. He wasn’t going to be able to do it. The margin was just too tight.
    “Look, if you keep thinking about the time, you’re gonna go nuts and try to run into the crowd and they’ll shoot you dog-dead. They’ll shoot you with your tongue hanging out and spit running down your chin. Try to forget about it.”
    “I can’t.” Everything was bottling up inside him, making him feel jerky and hot and sick. “Olson . . . Scramm . . . they died. Davidson died. I can die too, Pete! I believe it now. It’s breathing down my fucking back!”
    “Think about your girl. Jan, what’s-her-face. Or your mother. Or your goddam kitty-cat. Or don’t think about anything. Just pick ’em up and put ’em down. Just keep on walking down the road. Concentrate on that.”
    Garraty fought for control of himself. Maybe he even got a little. But he was unraveling just the same. His legs didn’t want to respond smoothly to his mind’s commands anymore, they seemed as old and as flickery as ancient lightbulbs.
    “He won’t last much longer,” a woman in the front row said quite audibly.
    “Your tits won’t last much longer!” Garraty snapped at