The Mask
excess baggage. Ill go wherever you take me, whenever you take me.
Carol shook her head. Just last week, when Mr. OBrian said we were compulsive overachievers, we made up our minds to change our ways, didnt we? Weve got to learn to make time for leisure and not let our work encroach on that.
Youre right, Paul said. But just this once
He broke off in midsentence because he saw that Carol was determined. She was rarely intractable, but when she did decide not to compromise on. an issue, she was about as movable as Gibraltar. He sighed. Okay. You win. Well leave tomorrow morning. Ill just bring along the typewriter and the manuscript. I can finish the scene up at the cabin and
Nothing doing, Carol said, emphasizing each word by tapping her spoon against her ice cream dish.
If you bring it along, you wont stop when youve reached the end of the scene youre working on. Youll keep going. You know you will. Having the typewriter within easy reach will just be too much of a temptation. You wont be able to resist it. The whole vacation will go down the drain.
But I just cant put that scene on hold for ten days, he said pleadingly. By the time I get back to it, the tone and the spontaneity will be lost.
Carol ate a spoonful of spumoni and said, All right. Heres what well do. Jane and I will leave for the mountains first thing in the morning, just as we planned. You stay here, finish your scene, and then drive up to join us whenever youre ready.
He frowned. Im not sure thats a good idea.
Why not?
Well, is it really wise for the two of you to go up there alone? I mean, the summer season is over. Theme arent going to be many campers in the woods now, and most of the other cabins will be deserted.
For heavens sake, Carol said, theres no Abominable Snowman lurking around in those mountains, Paul. Were in Pennsylvania, not Tibet. She smiled. Its nice to know youre so concerned about us, darling. But well be perfectly safe.
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Later, after Jane had gone to bed, Paul made one last attempt to change Carols mind, although he knew the effort would be wasted.
He leaned against the frame of the closet door and watched as Carol selected clothes for the suitcases.
Listen, be straight with me, okay?
Arent I always? Straight about what?
The girl. Is there any chance shes dangerous?
Carol turned from the clothes rack and stared at him, obviously surprised by his question. Jane? Dangerous? Well, a girl as pretty as she is will probably break a lot of hearts over the years. And if cuteness could kill, shed leave the streets littered with bodies behind her.
He refused to be amused. I dont want you to be flippant about this. I think its important. I want you to give it careful thought.
I dont need to give it a lot of thought, Paul. Shes lost her memory, sure. But shes a stable, mentally healthy kid. In fact, it takes an amazingly stable personality to handle amnesia the way shes handled it. I dont know that Id do half as well if I were in her shoes right now. Id either be a nervous wreck or sunk neck-deep in depression. Shes resilient, flexible. Resilient and flexible people arent dangerous.
Never?
Hardly ever. Its the rigid ones who crack.
But after whats happened in your therapy sessions with her, isnt it reasonable to wonder about what she might be capable of doing? he asked.
Shes a tortured girl. I believe shes been through a truly terrifying experience, something so awful that she refuses to relive it, even under hypnosis. She obfuscates, misdirects, and holds back vital information, but that doesnt mean shes the least bit dangerous. Just scared. It seems evident to me that she was the victim of either physical or psychological violence at some time in her life. The victim, Paul, not the perpetrator.
She carried a few pairs of jeans to the suitcases that were open on the bed.
Paul followed her. Are you going to continue her therapy while youre at the cabin?
Yes. I think its best to keep chipping away at the Wall of confusion shes thrown up.
No fair.
Huh?
Thats work, he said. Im not allowed to take my work up to the cabin, but youre going to work. Thats a double standard, Dr. Tracy.
Double standard, my ass, Dr. Tracy. Ill need only half an hour a day for Janes
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