The Secret Servant

is a mistake,” said Gabriel carefully.
    “Here we go again,” she replied.
    “Not the wedding—only the size of the wedding. Maybe we should have something small and private. Family and friends. Real friends.”
    She exhaled heavily. “Nothing would make me happier.”
    By early February he felt a strong desire to work. He left Narkiss Street at ten o’clock one morning and drove up to the Israel Museum to see if there was anything lying about that might occupy his time. After a brief meeting with the head of the European paintings division, he left with a lovely panel by Rembrandt, appropriately called St. Peter in Prison . The panel was structurally sound and required only a clean coat of varnish and a bit of inpainting. He set up shop in the spare bedroom of the apartment, but Chiara complained about the stench of his solvents and pleaded with him to move his operations to a proper studio. He found one, in the artists’ colony overlooking the Valley of Hinnom, and began working there the following week.
    With the arrival of the Rembrandt, his days finally acquired something of a routine. He would arrive at the studio early and work until midday; then, after taking a break for a leisurely lunch with Chiara, he would return to the studio and work until the light was no good. Once or twice a week, he would cut his afternoon session short and drive across Jerusalem to the Mount Herzl Psychiatric Hospital to spend time with Leah. It had been many months since he had seen her last, and the first three times he appeared she did not recognize him. On his fourth visit she greeted him by name and lifted her cheek to him to be kissed. He wheeled her into the garden and together they sat beneath an olive tree—the same olive tree he had seen in his dreams while in the hands of the Sword of Allah. She placed her hand against his face. Her skin was scarred by fire and cold to the touch.
    “You’ve been fighting again,” she said.
    He nodded his head slowly.
    “Black September?” she asked.
    “That was a long time ago, Leah. They don’t exist anymore.”
    She looked at his hands. They were smudged with pigment.
    “You’re painting again?”
    “Restoring.”
    “Can you work on me when you’re finished?”
    A tear spilled onto his cheek. She brushed it away and looked again at his hands.
    “Why aren’t you wearing a wedding ring?”
    “We’re not married yet.”
    “Second thoughts?”
    “No, Leah—no second thoughts.”
    “Then what are you waiting for?” She looked away suddenly and the light went out of her eyes. “Look at the snow, Gabriel. Isn’t it beautiful?”
    He stood and wheeled her back into the hospital.

61
     
    J ERUSALEM
     
    H e drove back to Narkiss Street through a cloudburst and entered his apartment to find the table set for four and the air scented with roasted chicken and Gilah Shamron’s famous eggplant with Moroccan spice. A small, thin woman with sad eyes and unruly gray hair, she was seated on the couch next to Chiara looking at photographs of wedding dresses. When Gabriel kissed her cheek it smelled of lilac and was smooth as silk.
    “Where’s Ari?” he asked.
    She pointed to the balcony. “Tell him not to smoke so much, Gabriel. You’re the only one he listens to.”
    “You must have me confused with someone else, Gilah. Your husband has a well-honed ability to hear only what he wants to hear, and the last person he listens to is me.”
    “That’s not what Ari says. He told me about your terrible quarrel in London. He said he didn’t even try to talk you out of delivering the money because he knew you had your mind made up.”
    “I would have been wise to take his advice.”
    “But then the American girl would be dead.” She shook her head. “No, Gabriel, you did the right thing, no matter what they’re saying about you now in London and Amsterdam. When the storm is over, they’ll come to their senses and thank you.”
    “I’m sure you’re right, Gilah.”
    “Go sit with him. I think he’s a little depressed. It’s not easy to grow old.”
    “Tell me about it.”
    He poured himself a glass of red wine and carried it out onto the balcony. Shamron was seated in a wrought-iron chair beneath the stripped awning, watching rainwater dripping from the leaves of the eucalyptus tree. Gabriel plucked the cigarette from his fingertips and tossed it over the balustrade onto the wet sidewalk.
    “It’s against the law in this country to litter,” Shamron