To Kill a Mockingbird

your mother know where you are,” said Jem. “You oughta let her know you’re here…”
    Dill’s eyes flickered at Jem, and Jem looked at the floor. Then he rose and broke the remaining code of our childhood. He went out of the room and down the hall. “Atticus,” his voice was distant, “can you come here a minute, sir?”
    Beneath its sweat-streaked dirt Dill’s face went white. I felt sick. Atticus was in the doorway.
    He came to the middle of the room and stood with his hands in his pockets, looking down at Dill.
    I finally found my voice: “It’s okay, Dill. When he wants you to know somethin‘, he tells you.”
    Dill looked at me. “I mean it’s all right,” I said. “You know he wouldn’t bother you, you know you ain’t scared of Atticus.”
    “I’m not scared…” Dill muttered.
    “Just hungry, I’ll bet.” Atticus’s voice had its usual pleasant dryness. “Scout, we can do better than a pan of cold corn bread, can’t we? You fill this fellow up and when I get back we’ll see what we can see.”
    “Mr. Finch, don’t tell Aunt Rachel, don’t make me go back, please sir! I’ll run off again—!”
    “Whoa, son,” said Atticus. “Nobody’s about to make you go anywhere but to bed pretty soon. I’m just going over to tell Miss Rachel you’re here and ask her if you could spend the night with us—you’d like that, wouldn’t you? And for goodness’ sake put some of the county back where it belongs, the soil erosion’s bad enough as it is.”
    Dill stared at my father’s retreating figure.
    “He’s tryin‘ to be funny,” I said. “He means take a bath. See there, I told you he wouldn’t bother you.”
    Jem was standing in a corner of the room, looking like the traitor he was. “Dill, I had to tell him,” he said. “You can’t run three hundred miles off without your mother knowin‘.”
    We left him without a word.
    Dill ate, and ate, and ate. He hadn’t eaten since last night. He used all his money for a ticket, boarded the train as he had done many times, coolly chatted with the conductor, to whom Dill was a familiar sight, but he had not the nerve to invoke the rule on small children traveling a distance alone if you’ve lost your money the conductor will lend you enough for dinner and your father will pay him back at the end of the line.
    Dill made his way through the leftovers and was reaching for a can of pork and beans in the pantry when Miss Rachel’s Do-oo Je-sus went off in the hall. He shivered like a rabbit.
    He bore with fortitude her Wait Till I Get You Home, Your Folks Are Out of Their Minds Worryin‘, was quite calm during That’s All the Harris in You Coming Out, smiled at her Reckon You Can Stay One Night, and returned the hug at long last bestowed upon him.
    Atticus pushed up his glasses and rubbed his face.
    “Your father’s tired,” said Aunt Alexandra, her first words in hours, it seemed. She had been there, but I suppose struck dumb most of the time. “You children get to bed now.”
    We left them in the diningroom, Atticus still mopping his face. “From rape to riot to runaways,” we heard him chuckle. “I wonder what the next two hours will bring.”
    Since things appeared to have worked out pretty well, Dill and I decided to be civil to Jem. Besides, Dill had to sleep with him so we might as well speak to him.
    I put on my pajamas, read for a while and found myself suddenly unable to keep my eyes open. Dill and Jem were quiet; when I turned off my reading lamp there was no strip of light under the door to Jem’s room.
    I must have slept a long time, for when I was punched awake the room was dim with the light of the setting moon.
    “Move over, Scout.”
    “He thought he had to,” I mumbled. “Don’t stay mad with him.”
    Dill got in bed beside me. “I ain’t,” he said. “I just wanted to sleep with you. Are you waked up?”
    By this time I was, but lazily so. “Why’d you do it?”
    No answer. “I said why’d you run off? Was he really hateful like you said?”
    “Naw…”
    “Didn’t you all build that boat like you wrote you were gonna?”
    “He just said we would. We never did.”
    I raised up on my elbow, facing Dill’s outline. “It’s no reason to run off. They don’t get around to doin‘ what they say they’re gonna do half the time…”
    “That wasn’t it, he—they just wasn’t interested in me.”
    This was the weirdest reason for flight I had ever heard. “How come?”
    “Well, they