Too Far 01- Fallen Too Far

am in the backseat of your car. I feel like I owe her an explanation.”
Rush didn’t reply right away. He studied me a moment but I couldn’t really read his facial expression in the darkness. “I’m trying to decide if you meant that to sound like you were doing what you encouraged her not to do.” Rush moved his body back over mine and slipped his hand into my hair. “Because I’ve had a taste and I’m not sharing. This isn’t just for fun. I may be slightly addicted.”
    My heart slammed against my ribs and I took a deep breath. Wow. Okay. Oh my. I managed a nod and Rush lowered his head and pressed a small kiss to my lips before running the tip of his tongue along my bottom lip. “Mmmmm, yeah. You stay here. I’ll get Bethy to come out here and talk to you.”
    Again, all I could do was nod.
    Rush moved away from me and was out of the door and sauntering back toward the honky-tonk. Before I could catch my breath.
    He might think he was addicted but he had no idea how he made me feel. At least he could walk. I’d have never been able to stand on my own two feet so soon.
    Sitting up straight, I pulled my skirt back down and scooted over by the door. I needed to get out and move to the front but I still wasn’t sure I trusted my legs. Was this even normal? Should a guy be able to make you feel this way? Maybe there was something wrong with me. I shouldn’t be reacting to Rush this way… should I?
    This was one of those times I really needed a female friend. The only one I had was Bethy and I was pretty sure she wasn’t the best person to give advice when it came to guys. I needed my mom.
    The ache that set in when I remembered her returned and I closed my eyes to fight it off. I couldn’t let that sadness in right now.
    The door opened and there stood Bethy smiling at me. “Well, look at you. Making it with the hottest thing in Rosemary in the back of his Range Rover. And here I thought you wanted a blue collar man.” Her words were somewhat slurred.
    “Climb on in, Bethy, before you fall on your ass out here,” Rush said from behind her. I looked over her shoulder. He looked annoyed.
    “I don’t wanna leave. I liked Earl, or was his name Kevin? No wait, what happened to Nash? I lost him… I think,” Bethy rambled on as she climbed into the back seat.
    “Who are Earl and Kevin?” I asked as she gripped the headrest and then fell backwards onto the seat.
    “Earl is married. He said he wasn’t but he is. I could tell. The married ones always have the smell about ‘em.”
    What was she talking about?
    Bethy’s door closed and I started to ask her more when the door beside me opened. I turned to see Rush standing there with his hand held out for me to take. “Don’t try to make sense of anything she says. I found her at the bar finishing up a round of six tequila shots that married Earl had bought her. She’s trashed.”
    This wasn’t exactly how I had hoped tonight would go. I’d thought downhome country boys would be different. Maybe treat her with respect. But then she was wearing red leather short shorts. I slipped my hand into Rush’s and he squeezed mine. “No need in explaining anything to her tonight. She won’t remember it in the morning.”
    He was probably right. I stepped out of the Range Rover and he pulled me against his chest before closing the door behind me. “I want a taste of those sweet lips but I’m going to deny myself. We need to get her home before she gets sick,” Rush said in a low husky whisper.
    I nodded. I wanted him to kiss me too but if Bethy was going to be sick then we needed to get her home. I started to move away from him but his arms tightened around me. “But what I said earlier. I meant it. I want you in my bed tonight.”
    Again, all I could do was nod. I wanted in his bed too. I might be as stupid as Bethy when it came to men after all. Rush led me over to the passenger’s side and opened my door for me. “Fuck the friend thing,” he muttered, grabbing my waist to help me up.
    Grinning, I watched him walk back around the front of the Range Rover and climb in. “What’s the grin for?” he asked once he was behind the wheel.
    I shrugged. “‘Fuck the friend thing.’ It made me laugh.”
    Rush chuckled and shook his head before cranking up the Range Rover and pulling out of the now packed parking lot.

    “I know something you don’t know. Yes I do. Yes I do,” Bethy began chanting in a sing-song voice.
    I turned back to look at