Too Much Happiness

will the snow cover them up? When will he be able to walk?
    No use. He pushes all that away, raises his head to get another encouraging look at the truck. He stops again to rest and warm his hands. He could put his gloves on now, but why ruin them?
    A large bird rises out of the bush to one side of him and he cranes his neck to see what it is. He thinks it’s a hawk, but it could be a buzzard. If it’s a buzzard will it have its eye on him, thinking it’s in luck now, seeing he’s hurt?
    He waits to see it circle back, so he can tell what it is by the manner of its flight, and its wings.
    And while he’s doing that, while he’s waiting, and taking note of the bird’s wings-it is a buzzard-he is also getting a drastically new idea about the story that has preoccupied him for the last twenty-four hours.
    The truck is moving. When did it start? When he was watching the bird? At first just a little movement, a wobble in the ruts-it could almost be a hallucination. But he can hear the engine. It’s going. Did somebody just get into it while he was distracted, or was somebody waiting in it all the time? Surely he locked it, and he has the keys with him. He feels his zipped pocket again. Someone stealing the truck in front of his eyes and without the keys. He hollers and waves, from his crouched position-as if that would do any good. But the truck isn’t backing into the turnaround to drive out; it’s bumping along the track straight at him, and now the person driving it is honking the horn, not in a warning but a greeting way, and slowing down.
    He sees who it is.
    The only person who has the other set of keys. The only person it could be. Lea.
    He struggles to get his weight onto the one leg. She jumps out of the truck and runs to him and supports him.
    “I just went down,” he tells her, panting. “It was the dumbest damn thing I ever did in my life.” Then he thinks to ask how she got here.
    “Well, I didn’t fly,” she says.
    She came in the car, she says-she speaks just as if she’d never given up driving at all-she came in the car but she left it back at the road.
    “It’s way too light for this track,” she says. “And I thought I might get stuck. But I wouldn’t’ve, the mud’s froze hard.
    “I could see the truck,” she says. “So I just walked in and when I got to it I unlocked it and got in and sat there. I figured you’d be coming back soon, seeing it’s snowing. But I never figured you’d be doing it on your hands and knees.”
    The walk, or maybe the cold, has brightened her face and sharpened her voice. She gets down and looks at his ankle, says she thinks it’s swollen.
    “Could have been worse,” he says.
    She says this was the one time she hadn’t been worried. The one time she wasn’t and she should have been. (He doesn’t bother telling her that she hasn’t shown worry about anything for a matter of months.) She didn’t have a single premonition.
    “I just came to meet you to tell you,” she says, “because I couldn’t wait to tell you. This idea I got when the woman was working on me. Then I saw you crawling. And I thought,
Oh my God
.”
    What idea?
    “Oh that,” she says. “Oh-well, I don’t know what you’ll think. I could tell you later. We gotta get your ankle fixed.”
    What idea?
    Her idea is that the outfit Percy heard about doesn’t exist. Percy heard some talk but not about some strangers getting a license to log the bush. What he heard was all about Roy himself.
    “Because that old Eliot Suter is all big talk. I know that family, his wife was Annie Poole’s sister. He’s going round blowing about the deal he got and added on to it quite a bit and first thing what have you? Ends up the River Inn for good measure and a hundred cords a day. Somebody drinking beer and listening in on somebody else drinking beer and there you are. And you have got a kind of a contract-I mean you’ve got an agreement-”
    “It may be stupid all right-” Roy says.
    “I knew you’d say that but you think about it-”
    “It may be stupid but it’s the same idea I had myself about five minutes ago.”
    And this is so. This is what came to him when he was looking up at the buzzard.
    “So there you are,” Lea says, with a satisfied laugh. “Everything remotely connected with the inn, it just turns into some big story. Some big-money kind of a story.”
    That was it, he thinks. He was hearing about himself. All the ruction comes back to himself.
    The bulldozer