Villette

and, if you see that I mean well, and derive some little amusement from my efforts, why can we not be friends?«
    »A fatalist would say – because we cannot.«
    »This morning,« he continued, »I awoke in a bright mood, and came into classe happy; you spoiled my day.«
    »No, Monsieur, only an hour or two of it, and that unintentionally.«
    »Unintentionally! No. It was my fête-day; everybody wished me happiness but you. The little children of the third division gave each her knot of violets, lisped each her congratulation: you – nothing. Not a bud, leaf, whisper – not a glance. Was this unintentional?«
    »I meant no harm.«
    »Then you really did not know our custom? You were unprepared? You would willingly have laid out a few centimes on a flower to give me pleasure, had you been aware that it was expected? Say so, and all is forgotten, and the pain soothed.«
    »I
did
know that it was expected: I
was
prepared; yet I laid out no centimes on flowers.«
    »It is well – you do right to be honest. I should almost have hated you, had you flattered and lied. Better declare at once – ›Paul Carl Emanuel – je te déteste, mon garçon!‹ – than smile an interest, look an affection, and be false and cold at heart. False and cold, I don't think you are; but you have made a great mistake in life, that I believe; I think your judgment is warped – that you are indifferent where you ought to be grateful – and perhaps devoted and infatuated, where you ought to be cool as your name. Don't suppose that I wish you to have a passion for me, Mademoiselle; Dieu vous en garde! What do you start for? Because I said passion? Well, I say it again. There is such a word, and there is such a thing – though not within these walls, thank Heaven! You are no child that one should not speak of what exists; but I only uttered the word – the thing, I assure you, is alien to my whole life and views. It died in the past – in the present it lies buried – its grave is deep-dug, well-heaped, and many winters old: in the future there will be a resurrection, as I believe to my soul's consolation; but all will then be changed – form and feeling: the mortal will have put on immortality – it will rise, not for earth, but heaven. All I say to
you,
Miss Lucy Snowe, is – that you ought to treat Professor Paul Emanuel decently.«
    I could not, and did not, contradict such a sentiment.
    »Tell me,« he pursued, »when it is
your
fête-day, and I will not grudge a few centimes for a small offering.«
    »You will be like me, monsieur: this cost more than a few centimes, and I did not grudge its price.«
    And taking from the open desk the little box, I put it into his hand.
    »It lay ready in my lap this morning,« I continued; »and if Monsieur had been rather more patient, and Mademoiselle St Pierre less interfering – perhaps I should say, too, if
I
had been calmer and wiser – I should have given it then.«
    He looked at the box: I saw its clear warm tint and bright azure circlet, pleased his eye. I told him to open it.
    »My initials!« said he, indicating the letters in the lid. »Who told you I was called Carl David?«
    »A little bird, monsieur.«
    »Does it fly from me to you? Then one can tie a message under its wing when needful?«
    He took out the chain – a trifle indeed as to value, but glossy with silk and sparkling with beads. He liked that too – admired it artlessly, like a child.
    »For me?«
    »Yes, for you.«
    »This is the thing you were working at last night?«
    »The same.«
    »You finished it this morning?«
    »I did.«
    »You commenced it with the intention that it should be mine?«
    »Undoubtedly.«
    »And offered on my fête-day?«
    »Yes.«
    »This purpose continued as you wove it?«
    Again I assented.
    »Then it is not necessary that I should cut out any portion – saying, this part is not mine; it was plaited under the idea and for the adornment of another?«
    »By no means. It is neither necessary, nor would it be just.«
    »This object is
all
mine?«
    »That object is yours entirely.«
    Straightway Monsieur opened his paletot, arranged the guard splendidly across his chest, displaying as much and suppressing as little as he could: for he had no notion of concealing what he admired and thought decorative. As to the box, he pronounced it a superb bonbonnière – he was fond of bon-bons, by the way – and as he always liked to share with others what pleased himself, he would give his