Winter in Eden

responsibility I reluctantly assume since it is the only way to keep this city alive. I Winter in Eden - Harry Harrison
    say this not as a suggestion but as an ultimatum. Reject my offer and I reject you. If I remove my skills your city dies, remove my food preparation knowledge and you starve, remove my medical skills and you die poisonous deaths. Remove myself and the uruketo and leave you to your waiting deaths. But you are the ones who have rejected death and accepted life. Accept me and you have life. So you can do nothing but say yes to my generous offer."
    Having said this Ambalasi turned about abruptly and reached for a water-fruit; her throat was dry from talking. There was shocked silence, broken only by Far<'s call for attention as she strode to the mound.
    "Ambalasi speaks only the truth," she said with great emotion, her large eyes as wide and moist as a fargi's. "But within her truth is another truth. None doubts that it was the strength of Ugunenapsa's thoughts that brought us here to this place. To find the simple Sorogetso waiting here. They will be trained in all the labors of the city leaving us free to pursue our studies of the truths…"
    "Negative!" Ambalasi said, striding to the mound and interrupting with the coarsest of movements and sounds. "That is impossible. The Sorogetso, all of them, return to their old way of living today and will no longer be permitted to enter this city. You can only accept or reject my generous offer. Live or die."
    Far< stepped before the old scientist, youth before age, calmness before rage. "Then we must reject you, stern Ambalasi, accept death if that is the only way that we can live. We will leave with the Sorogetso when they go, live simply as they do. They have food and they will share it. If some die it is enough that Ugunenapsa's thoughts live."
    "Impossible. The Sorogetso must not be disturbed."
    "But how can you prevent us, kind friend? Will you kill us?"
    "I will," Ambalasi said without an instant's hesitation. "I have hèsotsan. I will kill any and all of you who dare to interfere with the natural existence of the Sorogetso. You have done enough damage already."
    "Far< my Sister, Ambalasi our leader," Enge said, stepping between them. "It is my strongest request that neither of you say things that you will regret, make promises that will be difficult to keep. Listen to me.
    There is a way. If there is any truth in Ugunenapsa's teachings it is in the application of those teachings.
    We believe in ending death for others as well as ourselves. Therefore we will do as wise Ambalasi says, humbly obey her instructions as waiting-eistaa while we seek a more permanent solution to this major problem that confronts us."
    "Speak for yourself," Far< said, drawing herself up firmly, her limbs shaped in rejection. "Speak for those who listen to you if they wish that. But you cannot speak for all of us, cannot speak for those of us who believe in efeneleiaa, the spirit of life, the common force behind all life, all thinking. The thing that differentiates live from dead. As we meditate about efeneleiaa we experience great ecstasy and powerful emotions. You cannot take this away from us with low labors and filthy hands. We will not be forced."
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    "You will not be fed," Ambalasi said with great practicality.
    "Enough!" Enge ordered with a voice of thunder and all fell silent for none had heard her speak with such great firmness before. "We will discuss these matters—but we will not discuss them now. We will follow Ambalasi's instructions until our studies of Ugunenapsa's thoughts show us a way to rule ourselves." She spun to face Far< who recoiled from the strength of her movements.
    "You I bid to silence before us all. You condemn the Eistaa who orders our death—then you assume the role of eistaa-of-knowledge who will lead her followers to their deaths. Better that you should die that they should live. I do not will that—but I understand now the feelings of an eistaa who wills one to die so that all others should live. I reject this emotion—but I understand it."
    There were cries of pain from the sisters, moans of despair. Far< closed her great eyes as a shiver passed through her body. Then she began to speak but obeyed when Enge called for silence-for-all, in the name of Ugunenapsa whom they revered. When Enge spoke again it was with humility and sadness, all anger fled.
    "My sisters, who are more to me than life itself for I