Wuthering Heights

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    »Your dinner is here,« I returned; »why wont you get it?«
    »I don't want it now,« he muttered, hastily. »I'll wait till supper. And, Nelly, once for all, let me beg you to warn Hareton and the other away from me. I wish to be troubled by nobody – I wish to have this place to myself.«
    »Is there some new reason for this banishment?« I inquired. »Tell me why you are so queer, Mr. Heathcliff? Where were you last night? I'm not putting the question through idle curiosity, but –«
    »You are putting the question through very idle curiosity,« he interrupted, with a laugh. »Yet, I'll answer it. Last night, I was on the threshold of hell. To-day, I am within sight of my heaven – I have my eyes on it – hardly three feet to sever me! And now you'd better go – You'll neither see nor hear anything to frighten you, if you refrain from prying.«
    Having swept the hearth, and wiped the table, I departed more perplexed than ever.
    He did not quit the house again that afternoon, and no one intruded on his solitude, till, at eight o'clock, I deemed it proper, though unsummoned, to carry a candle, and his supper to him.
    He was leaning against the ledge of an open lattice, but not looking out; his face was turned to the interior gloom. The fire had smouldered to ashes; the room was filled with the damp, mild air of the cloudy evening, and so still, that not only the murmur of the beck down Gimmerton was distinguishable, but its ripples and its gurgling over the pebbles, or through the large stones which it could not cover.
    I uttered an ejaculation of discontent at seeing the dismal grate, and commenced shutting the casements, one after another, till I came to his.
    »Must I close this?« I asked, in order to rouse him, for he would not stir.
    The light flashed on his features, as I spoke. Oh, Mr. Lockwood, I cannot express what a terrible start I got, by the momentary view! Those deep black eyes! That smile, and ghastly paleness! It appeared to me, not Mr. Heathcliff, but a goblin; and, in my terror, I let the candle bend towards the wall, and it left me in darkness.
    »Yes, close it,« he replied, in his familiar voice. »There, that is pure awkwardness! Why did you hold the candle horizontally? Be quick, and bring another.«
    I hurried out in a foolish state of dread, and said to Joseph –
    »The master wishes you to take him a light, and rekindle the fire.« For I dare not go in myself again just then.
    Joseph rattled some fire into the shovel, and went; but he brought it back, immediately, with the supper tray in his other hand, explaining that Mr. Heathcliff was going to bed, and he wanted nothing to eat till morning.
    We heard him mount the stairs directly; he did not proceed to his ordinary chamber, but turned into that with the panelled bed – its window, as I mentioned before, is wide enough for anybody to get through, and it struck me, that he plotted another midnight excursion, which he had rather we had no suspicion of.
    »Is he a ghoul, or a vampire?« I mused. I had read of such hideous, incarnate demons. And then, I set myself to reflect, how I had tended him in infancy; and watched him grow to youth; and followed him almost through his whole course; and what absurd nonsense it was to yield to that sense of horror.
    »But, where did he come from, the little dark thing, harboured by a good man to his bane?« muttered superstition, as I dozed into unconsciousness. And I began, half dreaming, to weary myself with imaging some fit parentage for him; and repeating my waking meditations, I tracked his existence over again, with grim variations; at last, picturing his death and funeral; of which, all I can remember is, being exceedingly vexed at having the task of dictating an inscription for his monument, and consulting the sexton about it; and, as he had no surname, and we could not tell his age, we were obliged to content ourselves with the single word, ›Heathcliff.‹ That came true; we were. If you enter the kirkyard, you'll read on his headstone, only that, and the date of his death.
    Dawn restored me to common sense. I rose, and went into the garden, as soon as I could see, to ascertain if there were any footmarks under his window. There were none.
    »He has stayed at home,« I thought, »and he'll be all right, to-day!«
    I prepared breakfast for the household, as was my usual custom, but told Hareton, and Catherine to get theirs, ere the master came down, for he lay late. They