A Delicate Truth A Novel

her hand, he assumes that it’s to pick up the black burner. But instead, it’s his own hand she picks up, and holds gravely in both of hers as if she’s taking his pulse, but not quite; then without comment or explanation lays it carefully back on his lap.
    ‘Actually, never mind,’ she mutters impatiently to herself – or to him; he’s not quite sure.
    Does she want his comfort in this moment of crisis, and is too proud to ask for it?
    Is she telling him she has thought about him and decided she isn’t interested, so have his hand back?
    Or was it the imaginary hand of a present or former lover that she was reaching for in her anxiety? – which was the interpretation he was still favouring as he sat diligently at his new desk on the first floor of the Foreign Office, and the silver burner in his jacket pocket announced in a raucous burp that it had a text message for him.
    Toby was not at this point wearing his jacket. It was slung over the back of his chair. So he had to swing round and fish forthe burner with rather more enthusiasm than he would have deployed had he known that Hilary, his formidable second-in-command, was standing in the doorway needing his urgent attention. Nevertheless he persisted in the movement and, with a smile that asked her forbearance, extracted the burner from his pocket, searched for the unfamiliar button to press, pressed it and, still smiling, read the message:
    Dad has written a mad letter to Mum and is on the train to London.
     
    *
     
    The Foreign Office waiting room was a windowless dungeon of prickly chairs, glass tables and unreadable magazines about Britain’s industrial skills. At the door lurked a burly black man in a brown uniform with yellow epaulettes, and at a desk an expressionless Asian matron in the same uniform. Kit’s fellow detainees included a bearded Greek prelate and two indignant ladies of an age who had come to complain about their treatment at the hands of the British Consulate in Naples. It was of course a crying outrage that a ranking former member of the Service – and a Head of Mission at that – should be required to wait here, and in due season he would make his feelings known in the right quarter. However, alighting at Paddington, he had vowed to remain courteous but purposeful, keep his wits about him at all times and, in the interests of the greater cause, ignore whatever slings and arrows came his way.
    ‘My name’s Probyn ,’ he had told them cheerfully at the front gate, volunteering his driving licence in case they needed verification. ‘ Sir Christopher Probyn , former High Commissioner. Do I still regard myself as staff? Apparently, I don’t. Well, never mind. How are you?’
    ‘To see?’
    ‘The Permanent Under-Secretary – better known these days, I understand, as the Executive Director,’ he added indulgently,careful to conceal his visceral distaste at the Office’s rush towards corporatization. ‘I know it’s a big call and I’m afraid I haven’t a date. But I do have a very sensitive document for him. Failing that, his Private Secretary. Rather confidential, I’m afraid, and rather urgent’ – all delivered merrily through a six-inch hole in a wall of armoured glass, while on the other side of it an unsmiling youth in a blue shirt and chevrons tapped details into a computer.
    ‘ Kit , they’ll probably know me as in his Private Office. Kit Probyn . You’re quite sure I’m not staff? Probyn with a Y.’
    Even when they patted him down with an electric ping-pong bat, took his cellphone off him and fed it into a cabinet of glass-fronted lockers with numbered keys, he had continued to remain totally calm.
    ‘You chaps full time here, or do you look after other government buildings as well?’
    No answer, but still he hadn’t bridled. Even when they tried to get their hands on his precious draft document, he had remained courteous, if implacable.
    ‘No go, I’m afraid, old boy, with all due respect. You have your duty to do, I have mine. I came here all the way from Cornwall to hand-deliver this envelope, and hand-deliver it I shall.’
    ‘We only want to run it through X-ray, sir,’ the man said, after a glance at his colleague. So Kit looked on benignly while they operated their laborious machine, then grabbed back the envelope.
    ‘And it was the Executive Director in person you were wishing to see, was it, sir?’ the colleague enquired, with what Kit might easily have mistaken for irony.
    ‘Indeed