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blades. Youâre holding one. So youâll be defending Ned Starkâs daughter with Ned Starkâs own steel, if that makes any difference to you.â
âSer, I . . . I owe you an apolo . . .â
He cut her off. âTake the bloody sword and go, before I change my mind. Thereâs a bay mare in the stables, as homely as you are but somewhat better trained. Chase after Steelshanks, search for Sansa, or ride home to your isle of sapphires, itâs naught to me. I donât want to look at you anymore.â
âJaime . . .â
â
Kingslayer
,â he reminded her. âBest use that sword to clean the wax out of your ears, wench. Weâre done.â
Stubbornly, she persisted. âJoffrey was your . . .â
âMy king. Leave it at that.â
âYou say Sansa killed him. Why protect her?â
Because Joff was no more to me than a squirt of seed in Cerseiâs cunt. And because he deserved to die.
âI have made kings and unmade them. Sansa Stark is my last chance for honor.â Jaime smiled thinly. âBesides, kingslayers should band together. Are you ever going to go?â
Her big hand wrapped tight around Oathkeeper. âI will. And I will find the girl and keep her safe. For her lady motherâs sake. And for yours.â She bowed stiffly, whirled, and went.
Jaime sat alone at the table while the shadows crept across the room. As dusk began to settle, he lit a candle and opened the White Book to his own page. Quill and ink he found in a drawer. Beneath the last line Ser Barristan had entered, he wrote in an awkward hand that might have done credit to a six-year-old being taught his first letters by a maester:
Defeated in the Whispering Wood by the Young Wolf Robb Stark during the War of the Five Kings. Held captive at Riverrun and ransomed for a promise unfulfilled. Captured again by the Brave Companions, and maimed at the word of Vargo Hoat their captain, losing his sword hand to the blade of Zollo the Fat. Returned safely to Kingâs Landing by Brienne, the Maid of Tarth.
When he was done, more than three-quarters of his page still remained to be filled between the gold lion on the crimson shield on top and the blank white shield at the bottom. Ser Gerold Hightower had begun his history, and Ser Barristan Selmy had continued it, but the rest Jaime Lannister would need to write for himself. He could write whatever he chose, henceforth.
Whatever he chose . . .
JON
T he wind was blowing wild from the east, so strong the heavy cage would rock whenever a gust got it in its teeth. It skirled along the Wall, shivering off the ice, making Jonâs cloak flap against the bars. The sky was slate grey, the sun no more than a faint patch of brightness behind the clouds. Across the killing ground, he could see the glimmer of a thousand campfires burning, but their lights seemed small and powerless against such gloom and cold.
A grim day
. Jon Snow wrapped gloved hands around the bars and held tight as the wind hammered at the cage once more. When he looked straight down past his feet, the ground was lost in shadow, as if he were being lowered into some bottomless pit.
Well, death is a bottomless pit of sorts
, he reflected,
and when this dayâs work is done my name will be shadowed forever
.
Bastard children were born from lust and lies, men said; their nature was wanton and treacherous. Once Jon had meant to prove them wrong, to show his lord father that he could be as good and true a son as Robb.
I made a botch of that
. Robb had become a hero king; if Jon was remembered at all, it would be as a turncloak, an oathbreaker, and a murderer. He was glad that Lord Eddard was not alive to see his shame.
I should have stayed in that cave with Ygritte
. If there was a life beyond this one, he hoped to tell her that.
She will claw my face the way the eagle did, and curse me for a coward, but Iâll tell her all the same
. He flexed his sword hand, as Maester Aemon had taught him. The habit had become part of him, and he would need his fingers to be limber to have even half a chance of murdering Mance Rayder.
They had pulled him out this morning, after four days in the ice, locked up in a cell five by five by five, too low for him to stand, too tight for him to stretch out on his back. The stewards had long ago discovered that food and meat kept longer in the icy storerooms carved from the base of the Wall . . . but prisoners did not.
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