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Melisandre has misread the signs. Stannis . . . Stannis has some of the dragon blood in him, yes. His brothers did as well. Rhaelle, Eggâs little girl, she was how they came by it . . . their fatherâs mother . . . she used to call me Uncle Maester when she was a little girl. I remembered that, so I allowed myself to hope . . . perhaps I wanted to . . . we all deceive ourselves, when we want to believe. Melisandre most of all, I think. The sword is wrong, she has to know that . . . light without heat . . . an empty glamor . . . the sword is
wrong
, and the false light can only lead us deeper into darkness, Sam.
Daenerys
is our hope. Tell them that, at the Citadel. Make them listen. They must send her a maester. Daenerys must be counseled, taught,
protected.
For all these years Iâve lingered, waiting, watching, and now that the day has dawned I am too old. I am dying, Sam.â Tears ran from his blind white eyes at that admission. âDeath should hold no fear for a man as old as me, but it does. Isnât that silly? It is always dark where I am, so why should I fear the darkness? Yet I cannot help but wonder what will follow, when the last warmth leaves my body. Will I feast forever in the Fatherâs golden hall as the septons say? Will I talk with Egg again, find Dareon whole and happy, hear my sisters singing to their children? What if the horselords have the truth of it? Will I ride through the night sky forever on a stallion made of flame? Or must I return again to this vale of sorrow? Who can say, truly? Who has been beyond the wall of death to see? Only the wights, and we know what they are like. We know.â
There was little and less that Sam could say to that, but he had given the old man what little comfort he could. And Gilly came in afterward and sang a song for him, a nonsense song thing that she learned from some of Crasterâs other wives. It made the old man smile and helped him go to sleep.
That had been one of his last good days. After that the old man spent more time sleeping than awake, curled up beneath a pile of furs in the captainâs cabin. Sometimes he would mutter in his sleep. When he woke heâd call for Sam, insisting that he had to tell him something, but oft as not he would have forgotten what he meant to say by the time that Sam arrived. Even when he did recall, his talk was all a jumble. He spoke of dreams and never named the dreamer, of a glass candle that could not be lit and eggs that would not hatch. He said the sphinx was the riddle, not the riddler, whatever that meant. He asked Sam to read for him from a book by Septon Barth, whose writings had been burned during the reign of Baelor the Blessed. Once he woke up weeping. âThe dragon must have three heads,â he wailed, âbut I am too old and frail to be one of them. I should be with her, showing her the way, but my body has betrayed me.â
As the
Cinnamon Wind
made her way through the Stepstones, Maester Aemon forgot Samâs name oft as not. Some days he took him for one of his dead brothers. âHe was too frail for such a long voyage,â Sam told Gilly on the forecastle, after another sip of the rum. âJon should have seen that. Aemon was a hundred and two years old, he should never have been sent to sea. If he had stayed at Castle Black, he might have lived another ten years.â
âOr else she might have burned him. The red woman.â Even here, a thousand leagues from the Wall, Gilly was reluctant to say Lady Melisandreâs name aloud. âShe wanted kingâs blood for her fires. Val knew she did. Lord Snow too. That was why they made me take Dallaâs babe away and leave my own behind in his place. Maester Aemon went to sleep and didnât wake up, but if he had stayed, she would have burned him.â
He will still burn,
Sam thought miserably,
only now I have to do it.
The Targaryens always gave their fallen to the flames. Quhuru Mo would not allow a funeral pyre aboard the
Cinnamon Wind,
so Aemonâs corpse had been stuffed inside a cask of blackbelly rum to preserve it until the ship reached Oldtown.
âThe night before he died, he asked if he might hold the babe,â Gilly went on. âI was afraid he might drop him, but he never did. He rocked him and hummed a song for him, and Dallaâs boy reached up and touched his face. The way he pulled his lip I thought he might be hurting him, but it only made the old man
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