Black Dagger Brotherhood 11 - Lover at Last

the hell was Qhuinn looking at him like that?
    Those eyes, that pair of blue and green, were locked on Blay’s—and they were not moving.
    Maybe it was just concentration—like, he was actually focused only on the two inches in front of his face and Blay just happened to be on the far side of that.
    Had to be…
    “Easy, boys!” Tohr called out. “Or we’ll flip the damn thing all the way over again!”
    Blay let up on the graft, and there was a moment of suspension, a split second where the impossible happened, where an eight-thousand-pound SUV balanced perfectly on the edge of two tires, where what had been excruciating became…exhilarating.
    And still Qhuinn stared at him.
    As the Hummer landed with a bounce on all fours, Blay frowned and turned away. When he glanced back…Qhuinn’s eyes were exactly where they had been.
    Blay leaned in and hissed, “What?”
    Before there was any kind of answer, Tohr went over and opened the SUV’s side door. The smell of fresh blood floated over on the breeze. “Man, even if this isn’t totaled, I’m not sure you’re going to want it back. Cleanup in here is going to be a bitch.”
    Qhuinn didn’t respond, seeming to have forgotten all about the Allstate Mayhem commercial his SUV was living out. He just stood there, staring at Blay.
    Maybe the SOB had stroked out standing up?
    “What’s your problem?” Blay repeated.
    “I’ll bring the flatbed over,” Tohr said as he started for the other vehicle. “Let’s leave the bodies right where they are—you can dispose of them on the way home.”
    Meanwhile, Blay could feel John pausing and looking across atthe pair of them—something Qhuinn didn’t seem to care about, naturally.
    With a curse, Blay solved the problem by jogging over to the tow truck and walking alongside as Tohr backed the thing up toward the Hummer’s collapsed hood. Going for the winch, Blay unclipped the claw and started to free the cable.
    He had a feeling he knew what was on Qhuinn’s mind, and if he was right, the guy had better stay quiet and stay the fuck back.
    He did
not
want to hear it.

FIVE
    A s Qhuinn stood in the stiff wind and watched Blay hook up the Hummer, loose snow blew up over his boots, the quiet, soft weight gradually obscuring the steel-toed tops. Glancing down, he had the vague thought that if he stayed where he was long enough, he would be completely covered by it, from head to toe.
    Weird goddamn thing to come into his brain.
    The roaring of the flatbed’s engine brought his head back up, his eyes shifting over as the winch began to drag his ruined ride off the snowpack.
    Blay was the one working the pull, the male standing to the side, carefully monitoring and controlling the speed of the draw so that no undue stress was put on the various mechanical components of this automotive Good Samaritan production.
    So careful. So controlled.
    In order to seem casual, Qhuinn went over by Tohr and pretended that he, like the Brother, was just monitoring the progress of the lift. Not. It was all about Blay, of course.
    It had always been about Blay.
    Trying to add to all the nonchalance, he crossed his arms over his chest—but had to drop them down again as his bruised shoulder hollered. “Lesson learned,” he said to make conversation.
    Tohr murmured something back, but damned if he heard it. And damned if he could see anything but Blay. Not for a blink. For a breath. For a beat of the heart.
    Staring across the swirling snow, he marveled at how someone you knew everything about, who lived down the hall, who ate with you and worked with you and slept at the same time you did…could become a stranger.
    Then again, and as usual, that was about the emotional distance, not the same job, under-the-same-roof shit.
    The thing was, Qhuinn felt like he wanted to explain things. Unfortunately, and unlike his slut cousin, Saxton the Cocksucker, he had no gift with words, and the complicated stuff in the center of his chest was making that mute tendency worse.
    After a final grind, the Hummer was up off the ground on the bed, and Blay started running chain in and out of the undercarriage.
    “Okay, you three take this piece of junk back,” Tohr said as flurries started to fall again.
    Blay froze and looked at the Brother. “We go in pairs. So I need to leave with you.”
    Like he was beyond ready to bounce.
    “Have you looked at what we got here? An incapacitated hunk of junk with two dead humans in it. You think this is a