Burning Up

mad.
    By the starry sky—she’d made a horrible mistake.
    Suddenly terrified, Ivy backed up a step, before whipping around and reaching for the door. “I’ll find another—”
    His hand slammed against the door, holding it closed. “You won’t find another. You’ll sleep in my bed. Not just once. For as long as you’re on the ship.”
    Barker’s bottle clattered to the floor, as if he’d lurched to his feet and it had dropped from his lap. “Eben, you can’t—”
    “Don’t.”
    Barker fell silent.
    Trembling, Ivy stared at Mad Machen’s fingers, braced against the polished wood. More scars whitened his knuckles. How many people had he hit to accumulate those? Had any of them been women? Clenching her teeth against the scream working up into her throat, she swallowed it down. She strove for an even tone, but it emerged as a hoarse whisper.
    “Will you promise not to hurt me?”
    She felt him stiffen behind her, and the draw of a ragged breath. His right arm came over her shoulder, his palm flattening against the door, trapping her between. She squeezed the shirt and its few contents closer to her small breasts.
    “We’ll sail in the morning.” His voice was low and rough against her ear. His hand dropped to the door handle. “Come with me.”
    Tension pulled her muscles tight when his left hand curved around the side of her waist. Stiffly, she stepped back, then hastily forward again when she bumped against his hard body. He guided her out of the parlor, and the only sounds in the cool hallway were their footsteps, her unsteady breath.
    He caught her hand when she turned for the staircase. With a lift of his shadowed chin, he indicated down the length of the hall. “My bedchamber is this way.”
    Already? They weren’t yet on the ship. She looked blindly down the narrow hallway.
    Mad Machen watched her. “Did you intend to return home first?”
    “No.” Not there. Not ever again.
    “We leave for Vesuvius early. You’ll sleep in my bed.”
    The lump in her throat choked her. Tucking her chin down, she followed him to the last room on the right. Using a key, he unlocked the door and moved to the bureau against the far wall, where he sparked a small gas lamp. Ivy took in the wardrobe, its doors open and innards bare. The bed dominated the center of the floor, the mattress larger than her room at the boardinghouse. A blue counterpane covered the whitest linens she’d ever seen.
    “Put your things in the wardrobe.”
    She wanted to hold on to them. But she wanted passage out of London more. Obediently, she untied the shirt, hung it on the hook. She stiffened as he drew near, frowning down at the items still in her hands.
    “This is all you have?”
    A pair of silk stockings, given as a gift from an aristocrat’s mistress whose feet Ivy had rebuilt after her Horde prosthetics malfunctioned—and a small flange, dark with age, scarred and worn.
    He picked up the iron disk, touched his thumb to the hole in the center. “Not a coin.”
    She almost laughed. No, she’d used her only penny to pay the steamcoach driver who’d brought her from Limehouse to the docks. English money wasn’t worth anything in the rest of the world, anyway, whereas French currency—the trade currency—held its value in every port.
    “It was my elbow,” she said. “When I was a chimney sweep.”
    His gaze fell to her hands. “Why keep it?”
    So that she’d never forget what it was to wriggle through hot, narrow shafts, when one slip could mean her death. So that she’d never take what she had now for granted.
    She took the flange from him and brought it to her lips. “Because now I’m the only person in the world who can kiss my elbow.”
    Mad Machen didn’t laugh. He didn’t smile. His long fingers wrapped around her wrist and drew her hand to his face, until she cupped his rough jaw.
    “Can you feel this?”
    She could feel the heat he emitted and each short whisker that formed the scratchy stubble against her palm. And, almost imperceptibly, the electric charge of the mechanical nanoagents in his skin, beneath his skin—like tiny bugs working together to strengthen, to heal, to enhance.
    “Yes.” It was a whisper.
    The skin beneath her hand warmed. “Good. You’ll soon feel me everywhere.”
    Instinctively, she yanked her arm back—then froze, wondering if she’d just made another mistake. He stepped closer, and she fought not to flinch as his hands came up.
    Catching her face between his big