Cat and Mouse

Behavioral Science. We were the ones in a rage state now. We were obsessed with stopping Pierce. Was he using that to beat our brains in?
    The following day, I worked at home again. I looked myself away with my computer, several books, and my crime-scene notepads. The only time I took off was to walk Damon and Jannie to school, and then have a quick breakfast with Nana.
    My mouth was full of poached egg and toast when she leaned across the kitchen table and launched one of her famous sneak attacks on me.
    “Am I correct in saying that you don’t want to discuss your murder case with me?” she asked.
    “I’d rather talk about the weather or just about anything else. Your garden looks beautiful. Your hair looks nice.”
    “We all like Christine very much, Alex. She’s knocked our socks off. In case you wanted to know but forgot to ask. She’s the best thing that’s happened to you since Maria. So, what are you going to do about it? What are your plans?”
    I rolled my eyes back, but I had to smile at Nana’s dawn offensive. “First, I’m going to finish this delicious breakfast you fixed. Then I have some dicey work to do upstairs. How’s that?”
    “You mustn’t lose her, Alex. Don’t do that,” Nana advised and warned at the same time. “You won’t listen to a decrepit old woman, though. What do I know about anything? I just cook and clean around here.”
    “And talk,” I said with my mouth full. “Don’t forget talk, old woman.”
    “Not just talk, sonny boy. Pretty sound psychological analysis, necessary cheerleading at times, and expert guidance counseling.”
    “I have a game plan,” I said, and left it at that.
    “You better have a winning game plan.” Nana got the last word in. “Alex, if you lose her, you will never get over it.”
    The walk with the kids and even talking with Nana revitalized me. I felt clear and alert as I worked at my old rolltop for the rest of the morning.
    I had started to cover the bedroom walls with notes and theories, and the beginnings of
even more theories
about Thomas Pierce. The pushpin parade had taken control. From the looks of the room, it seemed as if I knew what I was doing, but contrary to popular opinion, looks are almost always deceiving. I had hundreds of clues, and yet I didn’t have a clue.
    I remembered something Mr. Smith had written in one of his messages to Pierce, which Pierce had then passed on to the FBI.
The god within us is the one that gives the laws and can change the laws. And God is within us
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    The words had seemed familiar to me, and I finally tracked down the source. The quote was from Joseph Campbell, the American mythologist and folklorist who had taught at Harvard when Pierce was a student there.
    I was trying different perspectives to the puzzle. Two entry points in particular interested me.
    First, Pierce was curious about language. He had studied linguistics at Harvard. He admired Noam Chomsky. What about language and words, then?
    Second, Pierce was extremely organized. He had created the false impression that Mr. Smith was disorganized. He had purposely misled the FBI and Interpol.
    Pierce was leaving clues from the start. Some of them were obvious
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    He wants to be caught. So why doesn’t he stop himself?
    Murder. Punishment. Was Thomas Pierce punishing himself, or was he punishing everybody else?
Right now, he was certainly punishing the hell out of me. Maybe I deserved it.
    Around three o’clock, I took a stroll and picked up Damon and Jannie at the Sojourner Truth School. Not that they needed someone to walk them home. I just missed the hell out of them. I needed to see them, couldn’t keep myself away.
    Besides, my head ached and I wanted to get out of the house, away from all of my thoughts.
    I saw Christine in the schoolyard. She was surrounded by little children. I remembered that she wanted to have kids herself. She looked so happy, and I could see that the kids loved to be around her. Who in their right mind wouldn’t. She made it look so natural to be turning jump rope in a navy business suit.
    She smiled when she saw me approaching across the schoolyard full of kids. The smile warmed the cockles of my heart, and all my other cockles as well.
    “Look who’s taking a break for air,” she said, “three potato, four.”
    “When I was in high school,” I told her as she continued to turn her end of a Day-Glo pink jump rope, “I had a girlfriend over at John Carroll. This was in my sophomore and