Cutler 04 - Midnight Whispers

father . . ."
    "Gavin, please," I said, squeezing his arm. "Not now. It's no use now. He's right. Go home first and see your parents. I've caused enough pain and trouble for enough people."
    "But Christie, I can't let you go back with him. I can't."
    "I'll be all right. I'll call you right away. All I want to do is be with Jefferson. He needs me now, Gavin. Please."
    "But . . ."
    "The taxi's waiting," Uncle Philip said, thrusting the airplane ticket at Gavin. "You're going to miss your flight and then you'll have to sit in an airport all night."
    "Go on, Gavin," I pleaded. "Please." He stood there, his face full of frustration. I mouthed, "I love you."
    He nodded and then turned to Uncle Philip and took the ticket.
    "If you do one thing to her . . . one thing," he warned. Uncle Philip's face turned crimson.
    "Don't you threaten me, young man," he said. He turned to the doctor. "Kids these days."
    The doctor nodded.
    With his head bowed, Gavin started down the corridor toward the exit.
    "GAVIN!" I cried and ran to him. We embraced each other.
    "Just call me," he said, "and I'll find a way to come to you. I swear."
    He kissed me quickly and hurried away. My eyes went to Luther and Homer who had witnessed the confrontation silently. They were of one face--sad, sympathetic.
    "Thank-you, Luther. And please, tell Aunt Charlotte thank you for everything, too. Jefferson will write to you, Homer. As soon as he's better, I promise. And someday soon, we'll come back to see you."
    He smiled. Slowly, I turned back to Uncle Philip. His face had broken into a grin from ear to ear.
    "Christie," he said. "We'll fix everything again. Aunt Bet is anxious to see you and so are the twins. Everything's going to be all right. It'll be just as it was.
    "I promise," he said, his eyes twinkling. "It will be just as it was, just like you never left."

 
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THE PAST EMBRACES ME
     
    AFTER UNCLE PHILIP COMPLETED ALL THE ARRANGEMENTS for Jefferson's transfer to the hospital in Virginia Beach, we left to return to Cutler's Cove. It was one of the longest trips of my life even though we went by airplane because I was very uncomfortable sitting beside him. Despite his good looks and his immaculate and well-groomed appearance, he would always look ugly and dirty to me. For most of the journey, he behaved as though nothing unpleasant had occurred between us. He rattled on and on about the Cutler's Cove Hotel and how well the restoration was going. Then he talked about the twins, telling me he had convinced them both to take piano lessons.
    "I hired your piano teacher," he said. "Now that you're back, maybe you can encourage them and give them some pointers every once in a while. I don't expect either of them to ever be as good as you are, but at least they're doing something worthwhile with their time during the summer."
    I sat next to the window in the plane, with my back to him, gazing into the darkness. Occasionally, when we came to a break in the clouds, I could see a star, but it seemed as if it was falling farther and farther away, or I was sinking. I saw another airplane, much higher, going in the opposite direction and wished I was on it.
    "I know the twins will be happy to see you," he continued. Both Melanie and Richard were very sad when they learned you had left in the middle of the night with Jefferson."
    "I doubt that," I muttered. I don't know if he heard me or not. At this point I thought he was just babbling to keep the silence from penetrating the shield of lies he had forged.
    "Of course, your aunt Bet was beside herself with worry. She couldn't eat for days and she's so thin as it is. Both of us feel very responsible for you and Jefferson, as responsible as we feel for our own children. Now that you're back, I can promise you things will be different," he continued.
    I gazed at him quickly. He was sitting stiffly in his seat and looking ahead as if I were sitting across from him instead of beside him. But his eyes were glassy and still. He looked like a man asleep, talking in a dream.
    "Yes, things will be different. We've learned how to get along with each other. It takes time, takes getting used to, just like anything that important would," he said, nodding. "We've all made mistakes. Fate has thrown us together quickly, abruptly, harshly, but we'll contend with it. It's in our blood to be strong."
    He blinked rapidly and then looked at me and smiled.
    "We have another new maid, you know. We've replaced Mrs. Stoddard. She