Death of a Blue Movie Star

her—the cavern that had been the office where Shelly Lowe had been standing to shout to Rune what would be, apparently, the last words she’d ever say.

 
    CHAPTER FIVE
     

    Their faces were stone.
    Rune sat in the back of an NYPD patrol car, the door open, her feet on the ground outside, and wiped at her tears. She was aware of the two men who stood five feet away, watching her, but she didn’t return their gaze.
    The fire was out. A foul, chemical reek filled the air and a film of smoke hung over the street like an oily fog.
    Rune’s face and elbows had been cleaned and bandaged by the EMS attendants. They used Band-Aids. She thought they would’ve used something more elaborate but they just scrubbed the skin, slapped on flesh-colored strips and went upstairs. They walked slowly. No one up there needed their talents.
    She pressed the shredded wad of Kleenex into her eyes one final time and looked up at the men, who were dressed in dark suits. “She’s dead, isn’t she?”
    “You ’re shouting,” one of the detectives said.
    She couldn’t hear her own voice—her ears were still numb. She repeated the question, trying to talk more softly.
    The question surprised them. One had an expression that could have been a faint smile. He said something she couldn’t hear. Rune asked him to repeat it. He said, “She’s extremely dead.”
    It was confusing, talking to them. She caught fragments of phrases, missed others. She had to look at their eyes to make sense of what they were asking.
    “What happened?” she asked.
    Neither of them responded. One asked gruffly, “What’s your name, miss?”
    She told them.
    She heard: “Not your stage name, honey, not the one you use when you’re up on the silver screen, your real name.” He gazed at her coldly.
    “Rune is my real name. Wait…. You think I worked with Shelly?”
    “Work? You call it
work?
What does your mother say about your career?”
    Anger burst in her face. “I’m not a porn actress.”
    The other smiled. “Well, I guess that’s not too hard to figure out.” His eyes scanned her body. “So whatta you do for the company? Get coffee? Do makeup? Give the actors head to get ’em up before the shoot?”
    She started up. “Listen—”
    “Sit down.” He waved her back into the car. “I’ve got a lot better things to do with my time than talk to one of you people.” His partner didn’t seem as angry but he wasn’t stopping the man’s tirade. “You want to do this kind of bullshit with your life, encouraging people to get diseases and things, fine. It’s a free country. Just don’t expect me to like you and tell you how sorry I am your friend got blown the fuck up. Now, I wanna ask my questions and get the hell outa here. So tell me what you saw.” A notebook appeared.
    She was crying again, messy, sniffling tears, as she told them what happened, about the party they were going to, about Shelly getting a phone message, Rune waiting for her downstairs.
    Rune said, “I saw her in the window, then the room exploded.” She closed her eyes. The blast replayed in slow motion; she opened her eyes again. The scene continued, vivid, in her mind. “It was … it was so
loud
.”
    The one who was taking notes, the mean one, nodded and slipped his pad into his coat pocket. “You didn’t see anybody else?”
    “No.”
    He turned to the other with a feigned frown of thought. “Maybe we should take her up to see the body. She could ID it.”
    “Yeah, with that blast, the ME’s office’ll have a bitch of a time. You can be a big help. Come on, Miss Porn, you’ve got a strong stomach, don’t you?” He took her by the arm, pulled her from the car.
    The other was grinning. “Half her skin’s blown off and the rest is pretty burnt.” He pushed her toward the doorway.
    A voice behind them: “Howdy, gentlemen. What’s up?”
    Cowboy stood on the sidewalk, moving his knuckles slowly along the rim of his baseball cap. He glanced at Rune, then back to the cops.
    A detective nodded toward her. “Eyewitness. We were just—”
    Rune pulled away, stepped toward Cowboy. “They were going to make me go upstairs and look at Shelly’s body.”
    Cowboy’s brow creased. “Were they?”
    One of the cops shrugged, a grin on his face.
    Cowboy said, “They took it out ten minutes ago, sent it to the ME’s office. You guys saw it go.”
    The detectives grinned. “Having a little fun is all, Sam.”
    He was nodding, not pissed, but not smiling