Death of a Blue Movie Star

gym?”
    He didn’t answer and she didn’t comment further.
    “Adam tells me you have a girlfriend.”
    “Not a girlfriend really.”
    “She’s young, he says.”
    “You were the one—” Oops. Watch that.
    “I’m not saying anything. I didn’t expect you to be celibate.”
    “We’re just friends.”
    “Friends.” Cheryl was wearing a pink dress. She looked like she could be in a Betty Crocker commercial. Cheerful and efficient, smacking a sifter to dislodge bits of flour.
    Healy thought she should look more, well, suicidal about the breakup.
    They sat close together on the couch. Healy decided he’d have to get more furniture. He asked, “You want anything? A drink?”
    “Nope.”
    He said, “I haven’t gotten the divorce papers yet.”
    “I haven’t had my lawyer serve them.”
    “I thought you were in a hurry,” he said.
    “I’m not sure I’m in a hurry.”
    “Oh.”
    The sunlight fell in a familiar pattern on the white rug. He remembered the day they bought it. They’d bought shag because it seemed ritzier even though it was cheaper than pile. He remembered the salesman. A young man with razor-cut black hair and eyebrows that formed a single band across his face. He and Cheryl had gone out to the food court in Paramus Mall afterward and made love when they got home. On the old carpet.
    Today they talked for an hour.
    Healy wasn’t sure how the words were going. It seemed familiar terrain, though the tone was different this time. He didn’t feel defensive. He wasn’t desperate or confused. Maybe it was because he’d been seeing Rune, maybe because he felt that somehow the equilibrium of the house had shifted and it was now
his
home more than it was
theirs
. Every so often they’d fall back into the roles of adversaries. Boy, that was familiar:
Hey, that was you, not me…. If you’d said anything, I could have … That wasn’t my fault…. Sure, say it all you want, you know it’s not true
….
    The old arguments … I’d rather deal with a pipe bomb any day….
    But neither of them had the urge to go for the throat. And once that harmless sparring was done they were just having a good time. Healy got some beers and they began to reminisce. Cheryl was talking about the time an old friend called up to say they couldn’t make it for dinner because his wife just left him but could he come tomorrow, only without the casserole because he didn’t know how to make one.
    And Healy mentioned the time they came home and found the dog standing in the middle of the dining room table, peeing on the candlestick.
    And they both laughed about the night they were staying at Cheryl’s parents’ house, and remember, on the billiard table in the rec room?
    “Like I could forget? …”
    Then there was silence and it seemed that they had come to the point where a decision was supposed to be made. Healy didn’t know what the choices were, though, and he was stalling. He left it to Cheryl but she wasn’t much help, either. She sat with her hands together, looking out the window she’d cleaned a thousand times at the yard he’d mowed a hundred.
    Healy finally said, “Honey, you know, I was thinking—”
    The phone rang.
    He wondered if it would be Rune and how to handle it.
    It wasn’t.
    “Sam?” the ops coordinator from the squad asked. “We got a live one.”
    “Tell me.”
    “A call from those Sword of Jesus assholes. The device is in a bag on a houseboat in the Hudson—”
    “Houseboat? Where?” His heart thudded.
    “Around Christopher. Maybe Eleventh.”
    “That’s my friend’s,” he whispered.
    “What? That girl who was in here?”
    “Yeah.”
    “Well, don’t panic. We’ve got a clean frozen zone and the boat’s empty. She’s not there.”
    “Where is she?”
    “I don’t know but we searched the boat.”
    “What’s the device?”
    “Different this time. The portable got a look at it before he called us. Looks like it’s a bit of C-3 or C-4 embedded with ball bearings. Not much charge. Only a few ounces.”
    “So, antipersonnel.” Ball bearings or coins were added to explosive to cause the most damage to human flesh.
    “Right.”
    “Can the robot get it?”
    “Nope. It’s on the deck. Too narrow.”
    Healy pictured Rune’s boat. Knew it would have to be a hand entry.
    “Hell, get a bomb blanket over it and let it detonate.”
    “Only one problem. Your girlfriend didn’t realize it, I assume, but she’s docked right next to a barge that’s filled