Dreaming of the Bones

the leaded-glass windows. All in all it was a delightful room, seductive in its comfort, and Adam thought of his Cambridge rectory with a shiver of regret. He went to the fire and wanned his hands as he watched Nathan pour their drinks from a bottle of the Macallan on the sideboard. ”A great improvement over the old electric fire,” he said as Nathan handed him his glass. ”Cheers.”
    Nathan laughed as he settled himself into one of the chairs near the fire. ”I’m surprised you remember that. It was a bit feeble, wasn’t it?” Stretching his legs out towards the warmth, he sipped his drink. ”My parents had the central heating put in, of course, but it was only allowed on for an hour in the morning and an hour in the evening. I suppose it did make bathing and getting in and out of bed bearable, but the rest of the time we huddled in here in front of that silly electric bar. The chimney always worked, you know, but once they’d made up their minds that the electric fire was less costly to run, there was no going back.” He shook his head. ”I don’t think they ever recovered from the war, or stopped fearing that the hard times would come again. When I cleared out the larder, I found tins of food as old as I am—my mother hoarded them.”
    ”I never felt deprived here,” said Adam, leaving the fire and taking a seat in the other armchair. ”Your mother was kind to us, and fed us all without complaint, ungrateful louts that we were.”
    Nathan smiled. ”I’m sure she never thought that.”
    ”I was sorry to hear about your parents.” Adam reached automatically to adjust his dog collar, then remembered he’d worn mufti instead. He always worried that his clerical garb made people uncomfortable in a social situation— even those, like Nathan, who had known him long before he became a priest. ”It must have been difficult for you, so soon after Jean.”
    Staring into the fire, Nathan turned his glass round in his fingers and said slowly, ”I don’t know. I was numb at that point, and it seemed as though I just went through the motions. I’m still not sure I’ve really taken it in.” He looked up at Adam and smiled. ”But I was going to tell you about the cottage. That’s what made up my mind for me, about what I should do. I didn’t think I could bear staying in the Cambridge house without Jean, and I’d been toying with the idea of taking rooms in College, but I couldn’t quite make up my mind to do that, either. Then when Mother and Dad passed away within weeks of each other and left me this...” Nathan stood and went to the window, shutting the curtains against the rain now driving against the glass.
    ”It was paid for, of course, but in quite horrendous condition,” he continued. ”I felt utterly at sea. It took a friend to pound the reality of the situation through my thick skull. Jean and I had lived in the Cambridge house for almost twenty-five years; the mortgage was near to being paid off, and the property values had shot up.”
    ”So you sold the house and used the proceeds here.” Adam gestured more largely than he intended, the whisky having rather gone to his head. He’d fasted before Communion this morning, then discovered the bit of vegetable flan he’d been saving for his lunch had gone moldy.
    Nathan retrieved his drink and stood cradling it, his back to the fire. ”It’s actually been quite liberating, funnily enough. Jean and I put off so many things over the years, thinking we’d wait until we could afford them, but somehow it never came to pass.” Grinning, he added, ”Having two daughters probably had something to do with it. Those two delicate little things could go through pound notes like starving dogs in a sausage factory.”
    Adam remembered Nathan’s daughters not as the young women, dark clothed and red faced with weeping, whom he’d seen briefly at Jean’s funeral, but as two little girls in white frilly dresses and pink hair ribbons. ”Are they both married, then?”
    ”Jennifer, yes, but Alison’s too busy making her mark on the world to have time for men right now, other than as a temporary convenience,” Nathan said, affection evident in his tone.
    ”She was always Lydia’s favorite, wasn’t she, your Alison?”
    ”From the time they were babies, Lydia said Jenny was bom with a conventional soul, but that Alison was destined for greater things. Lydia was Alison’s godmother, as a matter of fact. I’m surprised you remembered.”