Dreaming of the Bones

my choice of subject matter for my book has made me decidedly unpopular in certain quarters.”
    ”Book?” Kincaid dragged his attention from the photo of Vic’s errant husband. What had she seen in him? McClellan looked tweedy and bearded, handsome in a studiously academic way, and Kincaid could easily imagine him chatting up his students. He supposed he ought to be glad that life had seen fit to make Vic the butt of one of its little retribution jokes—the bitter bit—but instead he felt a surge of anger on her behalf.
    He had not been blameless in the breakup of their marriage, and they’d both been young, just beginning to discover what they wanted out of life. But he could imagine no excuse for Ian McClellan’s behavior—and what sort of man, he wondered, would go off without a word to his son?
    ”My biography,” Vic answered. ”That’s what I’ve been working on this last year. A biography of Lydia Brooke.” She reached up and switched on the reading lamp beside her chair, casting her face into shadow and illuminating her hands as they clasped the teacup in her lap. ”Ian said he’d been displaced, and I suppose in a way it’s true. Men—I don’t like men very much these days. They want you to be brilliant and successful, just as long as it doesn’t take any of your attention away from them and their needs. And as long as your accomplishments don’t outshine theirs, of course.” She looked up at him and smiled.
    ”I sound an awful bitch, don’t I? I’m generalizing, and I know there are men capable of more, but I’m beginning to think they’re the exception. Ian didn’t start on the graduate students until my salary equaled his.” Her mouth twisted in disgust and she shook her head. ”Never mind. What do you know about Lydia Brooke?”
    Frowning, he searched his memory, turning up a vague recollection of slim volumes on the shelf in his parents’ bookshop. ”A Cambridge poet, a sort of symbol of the sixties... She died quite recently, I think. Wasn’t she related to Rupert Brooke?”
    ”She was obsessed with Rupert Brooke when she came up to Cambridge . Whether or not she was related to him is another matter entirely.” Vic shifted in her seat so that the light fell across her face again. ”And you’re right, Lydia did burst upon the scene in the mid-sixties. Her poems were full of an aching disenchantment, and I suppose they touched something particular in that generation. After a disastrous marriage, she tried suicide, but recovered. She attempted suicide again in her early thirties, then finally, five years ago, she succeeded. She was forty-seven.”
    ”Did you know her?”
    ”I saw her once at a College function, not long after I came here. Unfortunately, I didn’t know anyone well enough to ask for an introduction, and I never had another chance.” Shrugging, Vic added, ”I know it sounds odd, but I felt a connection with her even then... the old ‘across a crowded room’ thing.” She smiled, mocking herself, then sobered. ”It’s not necessarily sexual, that sort of recognition, and it’s only happened to me a few times. And then when I heard she had died, I felt devastated, as though I’d lost someone very close.”
    Kincaid raised an eyebrow and waited.
    ”I know that look.” Vic grimaced. ”Now you’re beginning to wonder if I am completely bonkers. But I think that sense of kinship with Lydia has contributed to the uneasy feeling I have about the manner of her death.”
    ”But surely there was no question that it was suicide?”
    ”Not legally, no.” Vic gazed out the window at the sky, heavy now with darkening clouds, and seemed to gather her thoughts. After a moment, she said, ”Let me see if I can explain. Lydia was thought to have killed herself in the midst of one of the periodic bouts of depression she’d suffered all her adult life, but I don’t believe her death fits that pattern.”
    Kincaid couldn’t help remembering the hours he’d spent on similar theorizing when he and Vic had first been married, and how utterly disinterested she’d been in his cases. It had been understandable, he supposed, as he’d been new to homicide then, and fascinated with it to the point of boring even the most patient listener. ”Why not?” he asked mildly.
    Vic slid her feet to the floor and sat forwards. ”Both early suicide attempts coincided with long periods where she seemed unable to work. I think Lydia was truly happy only when she was