Entwined With You

my wife, Eva. I don’t care if anyone else knows it or not,
I
know it. And I want to come home to you, have coffee in the morning with you, zip up the back of your dresses, and unzip them at night.”
    Watching him snap a crab leg with his hands, I asked, “Will you wear a wedding band?”
    “I’m looking forward to it.”
    That made me smile. He paused and stared at me.
    “What?” I prompted, when he didn’t say anything. “Do I have butter splashed on my face?”
    He sat back with a deep exhalation. “You’re beautiful. I love looking at you.”
    I felt my face heat. “You’re not so bad yourself.”
    “It’s starting to go away,” he murmured.
    My smile faded. “What? What’s going away?”
    “The … worry. It feels safe, doesn’t it?” He sipped his wine. “Settled. It’s a good feeling. I like it. A lot.”
    I hadn’t had as much time to get used to the idea of being married, but as I sat back and really thought about it, I had to agree. He was mine. No one could doubt it now. “I like it, too.”
    He lifted my hand to his lips. The ring he’d given me caught the candlelight and glimmered with multihued fire. It was a tastefully large Asscher-cut diamond in a vintage setting. I loved the timeless sophistication of it, but more so because it was the ring his father had married his mother with.
    Even though Gideon was deeply wounded by his parents’ betrayals, their time together as a family of three was the last true happiness he remembered before meeting me.
    And he swore he wasn’t romantic.
    He caught me admiring the ring. “You like it.”
    “I do.” I looked at him. “It’s one of a kind. I was thinking we could do something unusual with our home, too.”
    “Oh?” He squeezed my hand and resumed eating.
    “I understand the need to sleep apart, but I don’t like having doors and walls between us.”
    “I don’t, either, but your safety comes first.”
    “How about a master suite with two bedrooms connected by a bathroom with no doors. Just archways or passageways. So technically, we’re still in the same open space.”
    He considered that a minute, then nodded. “Draw it up and we’ll bring in a designer to make it happen. We’ll continue staying on the Upper West Side for now while we have the penthouse refinished. Cary can take a look at the adjoining one-bedroom apartment and make any changes he wants at the same time.”
    I rubbed my bare foot along the back of his calf as a thank-you. The sounds of music drifted in on the evening wind, reminding me that we weren’t alone on a deserted island.
    Was Angus having a good time somewhere? Or was he stuck standing outside the door to our suite?
    “Where’s Angus?” I asked.
    “Around.”
    “Is Raúl here, too?”
    “No. He’s in New York working out how Nathan’s bracelet ended up where it did.”
    “Oh.” I suddenly lost my appetite. Picking up my napkin, I wiped my fingers. “Should I be worried?”
    It was a rhetorical question, since I’d never stopped worrying. Themystery of who was responsible for sending the police in another direction was always there, niggling at the back of my mind.
    “Someone handed me a get-out-of-jail-free card,” he said evenly, licking his lower lip. “I expected that was going to cost me something, but no one’s approached me yet. So, I’ll approach them.”
    “Once you find them.”
    “Oh, I’ll find them,” he murmured darkly. “Then we’ll know why.”
    Beneath the table, I wrapped my legs around his and held on.
    W E danced on the beach by the light of the moon. The lush humidity was sensuous at night, and we reveled in it. Gideon shared my bed that night, even though I could tell how difficult it was for him to take the risk. I couldn’t imagine sleeping alone on my wedding night and trusted that his prescription combined with the previous night’s lack of sleep would help him sleep deeply. It did.
    Sunday, he gave me the choice of going to a fabulous waterfall or taking the resort’s catamaran out to sea or rafting down a jungle river. I smiled and told him next time, and then I had my wicked way with him.
    We lazed around all day, skinny-dipping in the private pool and napping when the mood struck us. It was after midnight when we left, and I was sorry to go. The weekend had been far too short.
    “We’ve got a lifetime of weekends,” he murmured as we drove back to the airport, reading my mind.
    “I’m selfish with you. I want you all to