Existence 03 - Ceaseless

sound like a jerk , but I really wanted to know , why me. There were plenty of girls available who were more than willing to do what he wanted , when he wanted it. Dank let my bag drop to the wooden planks of the picnic table and slowly stood up. His eyes were focused on me and the intensity of his gaze almost scared me. Sometimes his eyes didn’t seem real. They seemed unnatural ---b eautifully unnatural and haunting.
    “Understand this, Pagan Moore,” he began in a deep sexy voice, “if you ever offer to strip for me then you will have my complete u ndivided , a ttention.”
    Oh my.
    Swallowing hard I managed to give a semblance of a nod. Dank didn’t back away , instead he moved closer until I was pressed against the tree. “You aren’t a game. You will never be a game to me,” he said as he traced my jawline with the tip of his finger. The longing in his eyes was too strong. It didn’t make sense. We’d just met each other yesterday. Why did he react this way to me? And why did my heart go crazy when he got close?
    “It’s been too long. I can’t not kiss you,” he whispered before his mouth covered mine. His words made no sense but that faded to the back of my mind when his tongue slid into my mouth and the rich decadent foreign taste teased my senses. My hands flew up to his shoulders and I held on for dear life. My knees were weak and I needed support , but mainly, I just wanted to keep him t here. Just like this. I inhaled the warm dark scent that engulfed me as his body crowded mine. His teeth grazed my bottom lip and I whimpered as his lips began kissing the spot behind my ear. The heat of his breath tickled my skin. Gripping his shirt tightly I pressed closer. One of his knees slid between my legs and settled between them , causing sparks of pleasure to shoot through me .
    “Ah,” I cried out as he moved his knee higher. My body trembled in response. Dank buried his head in the curve of my neck and shoulder. His heavy breathing ac companied by his sudden stillness told me this was about to end. I didn’t want it to end but then again the way I was reacting to an innocent kiss might mean I wasn’t ready for Dank Walker’s kisses. I started to move and his arms tightened their hold on my waist.
    “No. Please. Not yet. Let me have this,” the pleading sound in his voice as his words were spoken against my skin compelled me to do as he asked. Who could say no to that?
    His heavy breathing mad e very bad thoughts run through my head. His arms slid around me and pulled me closer as his knee lowered , but his leg stayed there between mine. “Are you coming Friday night? I want you there,” he said as he finally lifted his head to look at me.
    He wasn’t my type. He wasn’t safe. But I didn’t care. I was a college student . I’d been safe long enough. It was time I gave in a little to the wild side. “Yes, I’ll be there.”
    Dank closed his eyes in relief and a smile tugged the corner of his lips. “I was prepared to bribe you. That was easier than I thought,” he replied.
    “Bribe me, huh? Maybe I should have held out longer .”
    Dank’s eyes lowered and studied my lips. “What do you want, Pagan? Just ask.”
    Whoa. He was once again a little too intense.
    “Um, well, right now I want to take a nap because I didn’t get nearly enough sleep last night.” I was sure that was not the answer he’d been hoping for but it was t rue .
    Dank stepped back and I suddenly felt cold. “Don’t let Gee make you do things you don’t want to. She doesn’t require as much sleep as you do.”
    Were they related? N othing else made sense. She seemed close to him but they weren’t a couple or anything remotely close to that. “I’m a big girl. I can handle Gee.”
    Dank let out a short sexy laugh and nodded, “Yeah. I know.”

    Dank
    “She doesn’t remember you either. I expected her to forget me. But why doesn’t she remember you ? ” I’d felt his arrival but I had waited until Pagan was far enough away to turn around and look at him.
    Leif , the voodoo spirit that had once held a claim to Pagan’s soul , stood several feet away from me. I had thought taking her from him with the warning to end his world would be enough to keep him away. The boy was verging on stupid. “She isn’t your concern. I suggest you go back to Vilokan and play with your friends there. My patience with you is wearing thin , Voodoo prince .”
    He glared at me and crossed his arms over his chest.