Fear: A Gone Novel

king—the most powerful person in Perdido Beach—to slave.
    With a desperate heave he lifted the block and staggered toward the door.
    Penny opened it and her step faltered.
    “It’s still night,” Caine said.
    Penny shook her head slowly. “No. I have a clock. It’s morning.” She threw him a haunted, troubled look, as if she suspected him of some trick.
    “You look scared, Penny,” he said.
    That brought the hard look back to her face. “Get going, King Caine. I’m not afraid of anything.” She laughed, suddenly delighted. “I don’t have fear. I am fear!”
    She liked it so much she repeated it, cackling like a mad creature. “I am fear!”
    Diana stood on the deck of the sailboat. One hand was on her belly, rubbing it absentmindedly.
    She saw the leaders—Sam, Edilio, Dekka—all standing on the White Houseboat looking at the place where the rising sun should be.
    My baby.
    That was her thought. My baby.
    She didn’t even know what it meant. She didn’t understand why it filled her mind and simply shoved aside every other thought.
    But as she gazed in growing horror at that dark sky all Diana could think was, My baby.
    My baby.
    My baby.
    Cigar wandered, not really knowing where he was. Nothing looked like it should look. In his world, things—houses, curbs, street signs, abandoned cars—were merest shadows. He could make out their edges, enough to avoid walking into them.
    But living things were twisty phantasms of light. A palm tree became a narrow, silent tornado funnel. Bushes beside the road were a thousand crooked fingers twisting together like the hands of a cartoon miser. A seagull floated overhead looking like a small, pale hand waving good-bye.
    Was any of it real?
    How was he to know?
    Cigar had memories of days when he was Bradley. He could see things in his memory that were so different: people who looked flat and two-dimensional. Like they were pictures in an aged magazine. Places that were so brightly lit the colors were all washed out.
    Bradley. Have you cleaned your room yet?
    His room. His stuff. His Wii. The controller was in the messed-up covers of his bed.
    We have to get going, Bradley, so do me a favor and just clean up your room, okay? Don’t make me have to yell at you. I don’t want to have that kind of day .
    I’m doing it! Jeez! I said I’d do it!
    Ahead of him someone who looked like a fox. Funny-looking. Moving faster than him, moving away, looking back with sharp fox eyes and then running away.
    Cigar followed the fox.
    More people. Wow. It was like a parade of angels and prancing devils and dogs walking erect, and ooh, even a walking fish with gossamer fins.
    Red dust floated up from them, thickening as more of the kids came together. The red dust began to pulse, like a heart, like a slow strobe.
    Cigar felt fear squeeze his heart.
    Oh, God, oh, no, no, no. Fear. The red dust, it was fear, and look, it was coming from him, too, and when he looked close it wasn’t particles of dust; it was hundreds and thousands of tiny, twisty worms.
    Oh, no, no, this wasn’t real. This was one of Penny’s visions. But the red dust flowed over the heads and sank down into the mouths and ears and eyes of all the prancing, twirling, skipping, running, mad assembly.
    Then Cigar felt its presence. The little boy.
    He turned to see it but it wasn’t behind him. Or in front. Or on either side. It was somewhere no eye could turn to. The little boy was there, though, in the space just to the side, just not quite where his eyes could see, in that sliver of reality that was not where you could see.
    But could feel.
    The little boy was really not so little. Maybe he was vast. Maybe he could reach down with one giant finger and twist Cigar inside out.
    But maybe the little boy was as suspect as everything else Cigar saw.
    Cigar followed the crowd that was heading toward the plaza.
    Lana stood on her balcony. There was just enough light to see the black stain that had painted most of the sky black. The sky high overhead was actually beginning to turn blue now. Sky blue. The dome was like an eyeball seen from the inside: where it should be white was opaque black, but with a blue iris up above.
    It filled her with rage. It was mockery. A fake light in a fake sky as darkness closed in to shut off the last of the light.
    She had had the chance to destroy it. The Darkness. She was convinced of it. And every evil thing that later had flowed from that monstrous entity was on her