Femme Fatale and other stories

not even a little.”
    “Not everybody does. I play a lot of football. And maybe you’re not big enough to make a girl bleed.”
    He slapped her for that and she returned his open-hand smack with her shoe, hitting him across the head so hard that he fell back and didn’t get back up. Still, she kept hitting him, her frustration over the long-gone necklace driving her. She struck him for everything that had been lost, for every gift that had come and gone and couldn’t be retrieved. For Brad’s bicycle, for her mother’s candlesticks, for Shemp. She pounded the shoe against his head again and again, as if she were a child throwing a tantrum, and in a way she was. Eventually, she fell back, her breath ragged in her chest. It was only then that she realized how still Brian was.
    She put her ear to his chest. She was pretty sure his heart was still beating, that he was still breathing. Pretty sure. She put on her clothes and grabbed her macramé purse, still full of the trophies she had taken. She checked her watch, a confirmation gift. There was no way she could get home in time without a ride. She helped herself to money from Brian’s wallet, and it turned out he had quite a bit. “I’ll meet you outside,” she told the taxi dispatcher in a whisper, although Brian didn’t appear to be conscious.
    It was almost midnight when she came up the walk and both parents were waiting for her.
    “Where were you?”
    “At the dance.”
    “Don’t lie to us.”
    “I was at the dance,” she repeated.
    “Where’s Joe? Why did you come home alone, in a cab?”
    “He came with another girl, a real date. Another boy, someone I didn’t know, offered to walk me home. He got … fresh.” She pointed to the red mark on her face.
    “Who was he?” her father demanded, grabbing her by the arm. “Where does he live?”
    “All I know is that he was called Steve and when I wouldn’t …” She shrugged, declining to put a name to the thing she wouldn’t do. “At any rate, he put me out of the car on Holabird Avenue and I had to hail a cab. I’m sorry. I know it was wrong of me. I won’t ever take a ride with a stranger again.”
    “You could have been killed,” her mother said, clutching her to her chest. Sofia’s father simply stared at her. When she went up to her room, he followed her.
    “You telling the truth?” he asked.
    “Yes.” It seemed to Sofia that her father’s eyes were boring into her macramé bag, as if he could see the stolen treasures inside, including Brian’s cash. Even after the cab ride all the way from Essex, there was quite a bit left over. But maybe all he was seeing was another object that he would raid, the next time he was caught short.
    “Daddy?”
    “What?”
    “Don’t take any more of my stuff, okay?”
    “You don’t have any stuff, missy. Everything in this house belongs to me.”
    “You take any more of my stuff, I’ll run away. I’ll go to California and do drugs and be a hippie.” This was about the worst fate that any parent could imagine for a child, back in Dundalk in 1975. True, the Summer of Love was long past, but time moved slowly in Dundalk, and they were still worried about hippies and LSD.
    “You wouldn’t.”
    “I would.”
    “I’ll drag you home and make you sorry.”
    “I’ll make you sorrier.”
    “The hell you say.”
    “I’ll go to the police and tell them about the game at Gordon’s, in the back room.”
    “You wouldn’t.”
    “I would. I’ll do it this very Friday night. But if you promise to leave me and my stuff alone, I’ll leave you alone. Deal?”
    He didn’t shake on it, or even nod his head. But when her father left her room that night, Sofia knew he would never enter it again.
    That was the spring that Sofia learned to bluff, and once she started, she found it hard to stop. She would never have called the cops on her father because it would have killed her mother. She was sixteen, not thirteen, but she knew that she could pass for thirteen. All of a sudden, Sofia could bluff, pretend, plan, plot, trick, cheat, cajole, threaten, blackmail. Even steal if she chose, for while the necklace belonged to her and she would have been within her rights to take it back if she had found it, she had no claim on the other things she had grabbed. Brian hadn’t stolen from her, after all. He knew nothing about the necklace or who owned it or what it was worth, except in the most literal terms. He had probably pawned it soon after