Fifty Shades Trilogy 01 - Fifty Shades of Grey

expectations. I am not a patient man. If you say you are going to contact me when you finish work, then you should have the decency to do so. Otherwise, I worry, and it’s not an emotion I’m familiar with, and I don’t tolerate it very well. Call me.’
    Double crap. Will he ever give me a break? I scowl at the phone. He is suffocating me. With a deep dread uncurling in my stomach, I scroll down to his number and press dial. My heart is in my mouth as I wait for him to answer. He’d probably like to beat seven shades of shit out of me. The thought is depressing.
    “Hi,” he says softly, and his response knocks me off balance because I am expecting his anger, but if anything, he sounds relieved.
    “Hi,” I murmur.
    “I was worried about you.”
    “I know. I’m sorry I didn’t reply, but I’m fine.”
    He pauses for a beat.
    “Did you have a pleasant evening?” He is crisply polite.
    “Yes. We finished packing and Kate and I shared a Chinese take-out with José.” I close my eyes tightly as I say José’s name. Christian says nothing.
    “How about you?” I ask to fill the sudden deafening chasm of silence. I will not let him guilt me out about José.
    Eventually, he sighs.
    “I went to a fundraising dinner. It was deathly dull. I left as soon as I could.”
    He sounds so sad and resigned. My heart clenches. I picture him all those nights ago sat at the piano in his huge living room and the unbearable bittersweet melancholy of the music he was playing.
    “I wish you were here,” I whisper, because I have an urge to hold him. Soothe him. Even though he won’t let me. I want his proximity.
    “Do you?” he murmurs blandly. Holy mackerel. This doesn’t sound like him, and my scalp prickles with dawning apprehension.
    “Yes,” I breathe. After an eternity, he sighs.
    “I’ll see you Sunday?”
    “Yes, Sunday,” I murmur, and a thrill courses through my body.
    “Goodnight.”
    “Goodnight, Sir.”
    My address catches him unawares, I can tell by his sharp intake of breath.
    “Good luck with your move tomorrow, Anastasia.” His voice is soft. And we’re both hanging on the phone like teenagers, neither wanting to hang up.
    “You hang up,” I whisper. Finally, I sense his smile.
    “No, you hang up.” And I know he’s grinning.
    “I don’t want to.”
    “Neither do I.”
    “Were you very angry with me?”
    “Yes.”
    “Are you still?”
    “No.”
    “So you’re not going to punish me?”
    “No. I’m an in-the-moment kind of guy.”
    “I’ve noticed.”
    “You can hang up now, Miss Steele.”
    “Do you really want me to, Sir?”
    “Go to bed, Anastasia.”
    “Yes, Sir.”
    We both stay on the line.
    “Do you ever think you’ll be able to do what you’re told?” He’s amused and exasperated at once.
    “Maybe. We’ll see after Sunday.” And I press ‘end’ on the phone.

    Elliot stands and admires his handiwork. He has replugged our TV into the satellite system in our Pike Place Market apartment. Kate and I flop on to the couch giggling, impressed by his prowess with a power drill. The flat screen looks odd against the brickwork of the converted warehouse, but no doubt I will get used to it.
    “See, baby, easy.” He grins a wide white-toothed smile at Kate, and she almost literally dissolves into the couch.
    I roll my eyes at the pair of them.
    “I’d love to stay, baby, but my sister is back from Paris. It’s a compulsory family dinner tonight.”
    “Can you come by after?” Kate asks tentatively, all soft and un-Katelike.
    I stand and make my way over to the kitchen area on the pretense of unpacking one of the crates. They are going to get icky.
    “I’ll see if I can escape,” he promises.
    “I’ll come down with you.” Kate smiles.
    “Laters, Ana.” Elliot grins.
    “Bye, Elliot. Say hi to Christian from me.”
    “Just hi?” His eyebrows shoot up suggestively.
    “Yes.” I flush. He winks at me, and I go crimson as he follows Kate out of the apartment.
    Elliot is adorable and so different from Christian. He’s warm, open, physical, very physical, too physical, with Kate. They can barely keep their hands off each other – to be honest it’s embarrassing - and I am pea-green with envy.
    Kate returns about twenty minutes later with pizza, and we sit, surrounded by crates, in our new open space, eating straight from the box. Kate’s dad has done us proud. The apartment is not large, but it’s big enough, three bedrooms and a large living