Fifty Shades Trilogy 03 - Fifty Shades Freed

he admonishes. “I don’t want you taking anymore silly risks with your life or the life of my grandchild.”
    I flush. He knows!
    “Grace read your chart. She told me. Congratulations.”
    “Um . . . thank you.”
    He gazes down at me, and his eyes soften, though he frowns at my expression.
    “Christian will come around,” he says gently. “This will be the best thing for him. Just  . . . give him some time.”
    I nod . Oh . . . They’ve spoken.
    “I’d better go. I’m due in court.” He smiles and rises. “I’ll check in on you later. Grace speaks highly of Dr. Singh and Dr. Bartley. They know what they’re doing.”
    He leans down and kisses me once more. “I mean it, Ana. I can never repay what you’ve done for us. Thank you.”
    I look up at him, blinking back tears, suddenly overwhelmed, and he strokes my cheek affectionately. Then he turns on his heel and leaves.
    Oh my. I’m reeling from his gratitude. Perhaps now I can let the prenup debacle go. My subconscious nods sagely in agreement with me yet again. I shake my head and gingerly get out of bed. I’m relieved to find that I am much steadier on my feet than yesterday. In spite of Christian sharing the bed, I have slept well and feel refreshed. My head still aches, but it’s a dull nagging pain, nothing like the pounding yesterday. I’m stiff and sore, but I just need a bath. I feel grimy. I head into the en suite.
    “Ana!” Christian shouts.
    “I’m in the bathroom,” I call as I finish brushing my teeth. That feels better. I ignore my reflection in the mirror. Jeez, I look a mess . When I open the door, Christian is by the bed, holding a tray of food. He’s transformed. Dressed entirely in black, he’s shaved, showered, and looks well rested.
    “Good morning, Mrs. Grey,” he says brightly. “I have your breakfast.” He looks so boyish and much happier.
    Wow. I smile broadly as I climb back into bed. He pulls over the tray on wheels and lifts the cover to reveal my breakfast: oatmeal with dried fruits, pancakes with maple syrup, bacon, orange juice, and Twinings English breakfast tea. My mouth waters; I’m so hungry. I down the orange juice in a few gulps and dig into the oatmeal. Christian sits down on the edge of the bed to watch. He smirks.
    “What?” I ask with my mouth full.
    “I like to watch you eat,” he says. But I don’t think that’s what he’s smirking about. “How are you feeling?”
    “Better,” I mutter between mouthfuls.
    “I’ve never seen you eat like this.”
    I glance up at him, and my heart sinks. We have to address the very tiny elephant in the room. “It’s because I’m pregnant, Christian.”
    He snorts, and his mouth twists into an ironic smile. “If I knew getting you knocked up was going to make you eat, I might have done it earlier.”
    “Christian Grey!” I gasp and set the oatmeal down.
    “Don’t stop eating,” he warns.
    “Christian, we need to talk about this.”
    He stills. “What’s there to say? We’re going to be parents.” He shrugs, desperately trying to look nonchalant, but all I can see is his fear. Pushing the tray aside, I crawl down the bed to him and take his hands in mine.
    “You’re scared,” I whisper. “I get it.”
    He gazes at me, impassive, his eyes wide and all his earlier boyishness stripped away.
    “I am, too. That’s normal,” I whisper.
    “What kind of father could I possibly be?” His voice is hoarse, barely audible.
    “Oh, Christian.” I stifle a sob. “One that tries his best. That’s all any of us can do.”
    “Ana—I don’t know if I can . . .”
    “Of course you can. You’re loving, you’re fun, you’re strong, you’ll set boundaries. Our child will want for nothing.”
    He’s frozen, staring at me, doubt etched on his beautiful face.
    “Yes, it would have been ideal to have waited. To have longer, just the two of us. But we’ll be three of us, and we’ll all grow up together. We’ll be a family. Our own family. And your child will love you unconditionally, like I do.” Tears spring to my eyes.
    “Oh, Ana,” Christian whispers, his voice anguished and pained. “I thought I’d lost you. Then I thought I’d lost you again. Seeing you lying on the ground, pale and cold and unconscious—it was all my worst fears realized. And now here you are—brave and strong . . . giving me hope. Loving me after all that I’ve done.”
    “Yes, I do love you, Christian, desperately. I always