Ghostwalker 07 - Murder Game

bear became curious.

    She was actually happy. Tansy stretched again. She couldn't wait to let her mother and father know. They'd been so worried about her after her breakdown, and they'd been so frightened h
    w en she started disappearing for months at a time into the wildest places she could find. Dropped by helicopter with her gear, she lived with just a daily radio call to assure them she was alive and well. And she was more than well now. She had suffered through hell and come out on the other side. Happiness was a bright light spreading through her like a glow, when she honestly couldn't remember feeling happy before.

    She yawned, glanced at her watch, waiting for the arranged time to call. Her mother had obviously been doing the same exact thing on her end, because when she gave her call sign, her mother answered immediately. Sharon Meadows's bubbly voice was like a ray of sunshine and Tansy smiled just hearing her.

    "You should see the pictures I got," Tansy greeted. "I don't think anyone's ever managed to get so close to a cougar in the wild."

    "You've always had an affinity for animals. They don't seem to mind you being around,"Sharon agreed. "Even the meanest dog would turn into a love when you talked to him. But don't get too close, Tansy. You are carrying a weapon, aren't you?"

    "Of course, Mom. How's Dad?"

    "I'm right here, Tansy-girl. I wanted to hear your voice. Are you about to wrap it up?"
    Don Meadows asked.

    "She's going to have her kittens any day. I thought I might be able to film the birth, but she tricked me and found the one place I couldn't get my camera into. I should be able to photograph the kittens within a few h
    ours after birth though."

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    "Which means you aren't coming home." Her father made it a statement.

    She laughed. "You two don't want me home. You're like a couple of honeymooners and I cramp your style."

    "We want you with us, Tansy,"Sharon said, and now worry had crept into her voice.

    "I love it up here," Tansy explained. "I know you don't understand, Mom…"

    Don laughed and Tansy knew he was trying to cover for her mother. "She doesn't even like to camp in an RV, Tansy. There's no way she can understand how you want to live in the wild without all the amenities of a five-star hotel."

    Her father had taken her camping often over the years, but her mother had found excuse after excuse not to go with them. Tansy had been about ten years old before she realized her mother hadn't wanted to come along with them and that her excuses weren't real.
    Tansy, like her father, loved camping, and those summers had prepared her for her current work.

    "I just don't like you being so alone all the time,"Sharon said, forcing a brightness back into her voice.

    "Mom," she assured her, "this is good for me. I don't have all the craziness out here. I can't be around people, you know that—it's dangerous for me."

    There was a small silence. She heard her mother choke and knew she was holding back tears. Tansy wasn't normal. She would never be normal, and her mother loved her and wanted desperately for her to be able to be like other women. To get married, have a family. It was all her mother had ever wanted for her.Sharon had never been able to give birth to biological children. She'd adopted Tansy and wanted for her all the things she couldn't have herself.

    "Are you certain, Tansy?"Sharon asked. "I can't help you when you're so far away. I don't know that you're healthy and happy. Are you? Are you really, Tansy?"

    This time the break in her voice was very apparent, and Tansy's heart clenched tightly.
    "It's all right, Mom. I'm all right," she said softly. "I'm happy here. I'm productive. I'm able to make a good living at this and I really love it. My mind feels clean and clear out here."

    "I just don't want you to be alone all your life,"Sharon said. "I want you to find someone, and be loved by him the way your father loves me."

    Tansy pressed her fingers to her eyes. She was exhausted, and even over the distance, v
    e en with radio waves, she heard the pain and disappointment in her mother's voice—not at her, she knew that. But on her behalf.
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    "I love both of you," Don said firmly. "And for now, that's more than