I Hear the Sirens in the Street

squaddies from the Parachute Regiment. Everyone knew that the Paras were being shipped out of Northern Ireland to be the tip of the spear in the Falklands invasion. It was good riddance. Most Catholics I knew still hated the Parachute Regiment for the Bloody Sundaymassacre in Derry. I still hated them for that too, as irrational and conflicted as that sounded.
    The weekend after Bloody Sunday was one of the hinge points of my life, when I very nearly joined the PIRA, only to be turned down by an old school friend of mine, Dermot McCann, the IRA quartermaster in the city who told me that I should stay at university because “the movement needed thinkers”.
    Of course, by joining the police I had betrayed Dermot and the movement.
    I don’t know how honour is to be properly measured, but when you saw the Parachute Regiment march the streets of Ulster and you knew that they were your brothers in arms, it certainly didn’t sit well …
    I showed the soldiers my warrant card and a big sergeant within an even bigger moustache waved me through the checkpoint.
    Another checkpoint took me into the police club.
    I parked the Beemer and went downstairs.
    I found Brennan at the bar and he suggested a game of snooker, a fiver the winner, while I debriefed him.
    Brennan broke and potted the pink with a completely flukey shot off two cushions and a red. Just then the strip lights flickered and the barman flinched as if he was expecting some kind of trouble. He was a civilian. None of the cops moved a muscle.
    The cue ball rolled across the baize and came to stop perfectly aligned at another red.
    “A-ha!” Brennan said triumphantly, reached into his pocket and put another fiver on the table.
    “You want to increase your wager?” he asked, with a malevolent grin.
    “You have a ways to go before you make it as a snooker hustler, sir. Displaying your prowess first isn’t usually a good idea.”
    He laughed again. “You haven’t seen the half of my prowess, matey boy.”
    His mirth seemed hollow in here where the mood was pretty grim. Not grim because of the recent attacks on police stations or because confirmation had come through that several battalions of British Army soldiers were being transferred from Ulster to the Falklands Islands Task Force, no, the mood in here was grim because it was always bloody grim. The Police Club was nothing more than a windowless bunker with thick, bombproof concrete walls, concrete floors, a utilitarian bar, a couple of snooker tables and a dartboard. TV reception was difficult through all that bomb-proofing so the only reason at all why you’d come here was to drink the heavily subsidised booze with brother officers.
    As far as I could see I was the sole copper in here who wasn’t a middle-aged, chronically depressed alcoholic. But fast forward to five years from now … if I was still alive …
    Cut to the boss: unkempt, unshaven, and he’d been wearing the same shambolic suit for a week. Definitely trouble chez Brennan and although I would certainly put him up if he wanted, if I suggested it again he’d have me guts. Presumably this place had become a sort of home from home and I wondered if this was where he was kipping too.
    He potted another red and lined up the blue.
    “So what have you found out, Duffy?” he asked.
    “About the case?”
    “No, about the bloody meaning of life.”
    “Like I say, sir, we’ve been making excellent progress.”
    “Do tell.”
    “Well, sir, we’ve learned about Bill O’Rourke’s war service. Operation Torch in North Africa – easy sailing against the Vichy French but then a rough time of it with Rommel’s Panzers. Then Normandy, where he was wounded taking a pill box. Silver Star and a Purple Heart for that one. A second Purple Heart at Hurtgen Forest.”
    “Good for him.”
    “He rose from Private First Class to First Sergeant of his company in just two years. An impressive guy.”
    “Sounds it,” Brennan said, potting the black and lining up another red. “Go on.”
    “After the war he takes chemical engineering at the University of Massachusetts and then switches to accountancy. Joins the IRS in ’49 where he works for the rest of his life, it seems.”
    “Criminal record?”
    “The FBI faxed us a very thin dossier on him. O’Rourke apparently had no criminal record of any kind and had never been investigated by any government agency. An FBI team visited his house in Newburyport and found nothing of a criminal