Kiss the Girls

nausea. Dry throat. Decrease in intellectual functioning for a day or two. She had those symptoms! All of them!
    He’s a doctor!
The thought struck her like a low punch. It made perfect sense to her. Who else would have access to a drug like Forane?
    At the dojo in Chapel Hill, a discipline was taught to help students control their emotions. You had to sit in front of a blank dojo wall, and remain sitting no matter how much you wanted, or thought you
needed,
to move.
    Kate’s body was drenched with perspiration, but she was determined. She would never let him break her will. She could be unbelievably strong when she needed to be. That was how she’d gotten through medical school on no money and against all odds.
    She sat in a lotus position for more than an hour in “her prison room.” She breathed quietly and concentrated on clearing her mind of the pain, the nausea, and the rape. She focused on what she had to do next.
    One simple concept.
    Escape.

Chapter 34

    K ATE ROSE slowly to her feet after the hour of meditation. She was still woozy, but she felt a little better, more in control. She decided to search for his peephole. It had to be there, hidden somewhere in the natural wood walls.
    The bedroom was exactly twelve by fifteen. She’d measured it several times. In a tiny alcove the size of a closet, there was the equivalent of an outhouse.
    Kate carefully looked for even the tiniest slit in the wall, but she saw nothing. The toilet in the alcove seemed to empty directly into the ground. There was no plumbing, at least not in this part of the building.
Where am I being kept? Where am I?
    Her eyes watered from the acrid odor as she knelt over the black wooden seat and squinted into the dark hole. She had learned to put up with the overpowering smell, and only a single dry heave came this time.
    The opening looked as if it dropped about ten or twelve feet.
Dropped to what?
Kate wondered.
    It looked very narrow, and she didn’t think she could squeeze through it, not even if she took off all her clothes.
Maybe she could, though. Never say never.
    She heard his voice directly behind her. Her heart dropped and she felt faint.
    There he was! No shirt again. Rippling muscles everywhere, but especially around his stomach and thighs. He was wearing another mask. An angry-looking one. Crimson and bone-white swatches against a shiny black background. Was he angry today? Were the masks like mood rings for him?
    “Not one of your better ideas, Katie. It’s been tried by someone slimmer than you are,” he said in a singsongy voice. “I won’t go down there to help you back up. Very shitty way to die. Think it through.”
    Kate struggled to her feet and began to retch. She did her best to do it convincingly. “I’m sick I thought I was going to throw up,” she said to Casanova.
    “I definitely believe you do feel sick,” he said. “That will pass. But it
isn’t
the real reason you were kneeling over the toilet. Tell the truth, and shame the devil.”
    “What do you
want
from me?” Kate asked. He sounded different today… maybe the drugs were distorting her hearing. She studied the mask. It seemed to turn him into another person. Another kind of creep. Was he a split personality?
    “I want to be in love. I want to make love to you again. I want you to get beautiful for me. Maybe one of the lovely dresses from Neiman Marcus. Nylons and high heels.”
    Kate was terrified and disgusted, but trying not to show it. She had to do something, say something, that would keep him away from her for now.
    “I’m not in the mood, honey,” Kate shot back an answer. “I don’t feel up to getting dressed.” She couldn’t keep the sarcasm completely out of her voice. “I have a headache. What kind of day is it, anyway? I haven’t been outside yet.”
    He laughed. An almost-normal laugh; a nice-enough laugh from behind his nasty mask. “Sunny Carolina blue skies, Kate. Temperature in the high seventies. One of the ten best days of the year.”
    With one hand, he suddenly yanked her to her feet. He pulled her arm hard—as if he were trying to tear it from its socket. Kate yelled as violent pain shot up her arm. It exploded in the soft space, the hollow behind her eyes.
    In a fury, in panic, she reached out and pulled down on the mask
    “Stupid!
Stupid!
” he yelled into her face. “And you’re
not
a stupid woman!”
    Kate saw the stun gun in his hand and realized she had made a terrible mistake. He leveled it