Once An Eve Novel

paper.”
    Margaret pushed into the room and maneuvered through the beds, choosing a sleeping baby bundled in a red blanket. She scooped her up and delivered her into my arms. My throat tightened just looking at the tiny creature, who had undoubtedly been shipped in on some truck, traveling for miles to this cold room, to wait for someone to want her.
    It was true that the building was much different than I’d imagined. Cleaner, brighter, happier. Each floor was filled with staff members who spoke to the children in whispered words, who gently patted their bottoms to keep them from crying. But I couldn’t look at any of it—at the beds and plastic pacifiers and the knit blankets—without thinking of my friends.
    “Over here, Princess,” Reginald’s photographer called out. “Smile.”
    I looked into the lens and remembered the message, a quiet comfort. The dissidents had sent word in the paper the day after they’d run my piece, writing a reply under the familiar name Mona Mash. It was a long, flowery letter, a gushing account of the parade through one woman’s eyes. She spoke of her excitement for the royal wedding, speculating on the best places to stand for the procession. It had taken me an entire day to figure out its meaning. Carefully recopying the letters nearly fifty different ways, I’d finally discovered the encrypted message: We have a contact in the prison. A plan is in place that should secure his release. One tunnel complete .
    “Look how lovely you are,” the King cooed as I held the baby in my arms. The photographer kept snapping photos, catching the morning light that streamed through the blinds. The little girl’s face was calm. She cracked open her gray eyes, her lips puckering slightly. I didn’t feel the stirrings of motherhood or some warm gushiness inside my chest. I could only think of the future before me, what would happen in the next week. It was only a matter of time, I kept telling myself. An end was coming.
    Margaret took the baby from my arms and set her back down on the bed. “I’d love to show you one more thing,” she said, starting out the door.
    We followed her up the stairs, the King resting his hand on my shoulder. “These children will have real lives inside the City. Even the ones who aren’t adopted fare better than any child could beyond the wall. They’re raised here, given a proper education,” he said softly. “They’re taken care of. Their mothers’ sacrifices have been honored.”
    “I can see that now,” I lied, the words catching in my throat. “It all makes so much sense.” Margaret strode out into the second floor. Reginald, his camerawoman, and the two soldiers followed behind her. For a moment the King and I were alone in the doorway.
    He turned to me and rested his hand on my shoulder. “I know this hasn’t been easy for you,” he said, lowering his head to meet my eyes. “But I appreciate the effort you’re making. I think you’ll really enjoy life here, with Charles. Adjusting will just take time.”
    “It’s getting easier,” I said, not looking him in the eye. It was the first thing I had said that contained some bit of truth. Since discovering the message in the paper, things felt lighter. I could see an exit from this world and I was moving toward it, steadily, day by day. I had one more message to post in the paper, a response to my visit to the center, which would contain the seedling of a plan. If Harper and Curtis could help release Caleb, I’d meet him the morning of the wedding. With the City in such upheaval, we’d have the best chances of escape.
    Beatrice had given me her word that she’d help. She would leave the bridal suite for an extended period of time, unlocking the door to the east stairwell to allow me access. I’d spent days watching Clara, waiting for her to divulge my secrets to Charles or the King. After seeing no signs of betrayal, I’d solicited her help. She would divert the soldier stationed outside my room so I could escape undetected. I tried not to be offended by how elated she was that I would be leaving the City forever.
    The King kept his hand on my shoulder as we walked down the hall. “These are our adoption offices,” Margaret said. She knocked on one of the doors and a middle-aged woman in a navy suit answered. They exchanged a few words and the woman stepped back, letting us inside. A couple sat in front of a desk. They were a little older than Beatrice, their hair showing the