Originally Human
even if I do partake of hell now, too."
"Molly, you aren't of hell."
My eyes flew to him. "But—you said that I was. That the curse made me of both realms."
He shook his head. "Your memory is faulty. I said you were inherently of two realms. I can't tell which other realm claims you," he said apologetically. "I can't read that deeply. But it isn't hell."
"But succubi are from hell. You saw what I did, going fuzzy that way. That's what demons do."
"There are other realms where matter and energy aren't as sharply divided as they are here. I… I think I come from such a place." He smiled slowly, sweetly. "So do demons, yes, though that's not my realm, or yours. And so do angels."
Without my willing it, my hand reached for him, to touch his face—and a car honked right behind us. I jumped. "I-I'd better get filled up." In more ways than one, but there wasn't time to hunt now. Soon, I promised myself, and opened my door and climbed down. "Want to learn how to pump gas?"
"Yes." He didn't move, though. "One more question."
I waited.
"Where are we going?"
"I wondered when you'd ask that. We're going to see an acquaintance of mine. You need help I can't give you." I closed the door and moved to the pump, selecting the "credit" option. My wallet was in my pocket. It's too easy to be separated from cash and other important items if you carry a purse. The credit card I used, like my rig, belonged to NMN Corporation. That was my little joke. NMN stands for Not My Name.
Michael got out and came around the front of the rig, frowning. "You said acquaintance, not friend."
"I call very few people friend. Cullen is…" I shrugged and took out the nozzle. "Among other things he's one of those who study the nature of magic. The two of you should have a lot to discuss."
"He's a sorcerer."
"Yes."
"No. No sorcerers."
"Go buy yourself a Coke," I said, handing him a five. "When you come back, we'll talk about it."
MlCHAEL loved Coke. He bought a six-pack and drank three. He did not love the idea of seeking help from a sorcerer. He had the idea that he wasn't supposed to do that—but of course couldn't say why.
It's hard to argue with someone who has no reasons, only feelings. I did my best. We debated it off and on all the way around the loop—when he wasn't asking about engineering, building codes, the water supply, and all sorts of other things I couldn't answer. He was desperately curious about the city, and looked wistful once it had receded behind us.
"Maybe you can go back later," I said. We were on I-10, headed west. Headlights chained the highway on either side, orderly fireflies lighting the dark at seventy miles an hour. "There are a lot of other cities to see on our route, though. Big ones, little ones, all sorts." San Antonio, El Paso, Las Cruces, Tucson…
"This sorcerer of yours lives where?"
"In California."
"That's on the west coast."
"Yes."
"A long drive for little purpose, since I can't go to a sorcerer."
"You can't go home until you know where home is."
"I'm not sure I want to go back." He slid a long, level glance my way. "I like it here. Besides, we know someone there wants to capture me. We don't need a sorcerer, Molly. We can wait for my memory to come back on its own."
"And if the Azá find you first?" I shook my head. "Someone here wants to find you, too, and I can't protect you from them."
"I don't need your protection," he snapped. "Your help, yes. I don't know this world. But I can protect myself."
"Now you sound like a typical male."
"I am male."
I'd noticed. Oh, I had noticed... "The FBI thinks the Azá's goddess doesn't exist, and that they only use animals for their death magic. I know better."
"They won't kill me. I am… valuable."
"I think so, too, but will they?"
"I don't know what I am," he said, his voice low and tense. "I don't know my name, or where I come from. But I know this much: they will not want me damaged."
"What if they don't know what you are, either?"
He was silent for several minutes. "An unsettling idea," he finally said. "One that should have occurred to me. It would depend on this goddess of theirs, wouldn't it? On what she knows and where she is."
"She's certainly not from these parts," I said dryly. "Nor does she have a strong connection here, thank God. Her followers have been trying for three centuries to find an avatar for her. I'm happy to say they haven't had much luck."
"For three centuries, Molly?"
I glanced at him, nodded. "They had
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