Override (Glitch)

we got into the hallway, but he stopped and leaned over, putting his hands on his knees and breathing hard.
    In the back of my mind, I felt a tugging thought that I should be doing something. But I didn’t know what.
    “You should go to your dorm room,” he said, standing up and raking a hand hard through his hair. His facial features were contorted. The three long tones of Scheduled Subject Downtime sounded over the Link. Numbed by the soothing sounds, I moved my feet forward and shuffled obediently toward my dorm.
    I paused and looked back before I turned the corner. Adrien was standing in the same place, his eyes wet as he looked down at the stains on his hands.
    *   *   *
    The next morning, Ginni told me to un-Link as per our usual morning routine, and immediately everything that had happened the night before rushed in again. The bloody soldiers. The General’s anger. And Adrien’s face when I left him.
    “How are the soldiers who came in last night?” I asked Ginni, trusting that she’d have the latest news.
    “One died, but the rest are going to be okay.”
    I showered and dressed quickly, braiding my long dark hair while it was still wet. I hurried along to breakfast before Xona and Ginni were ready, hoping Adrien might be there. He’d been so obviously hurting last night, and I’d left him there. Just walked away. The Link had turned me into an unfeeling monster. I had to see him and try to make it right.
    But other than the early-rising Rez fighters, the Caf was empty.
    “He eats breakfast with his mom sometimes,” Ginni said as we dumped our trays half an hour later.
    But Adrien wasn’t in our morning training session either. I came up to Ginni after class, wringing my hands anxiously. “Can you…?”
    “Use my power?” she finished. She nodded and closed her eyes for a second, then opened them again. “He’s in the east bathroom.”
    “Thanks.”
    I hurried to the east bathroom and pushed the sliding door open gently. I heard the rush of running sink water and opened the door all the way.
    Adrien was at the sink, splashing his face over and over. He’d half soaked his tunic, but he kept cupping water in his hands and throwing it onto his face, slapping his cheeks hard every time. He finally stopped, his hands braced on either side of the sink, a line of muscle forming on his cheek where he gritted his teeth. He stared at himself in the mirror.
    His face looked pinched with pain. His shoulder blades jutted out next to the taut muscles on his back.
    Seeing him like this shocked all the questions right out of me. I felt a hitch in my chest as I watched. I’d never seen him like this before. He was always so ready with a smile for me or a joke for Rand and Juan at the Caf table.
    “How long?” he whispered, his voice low and guttural. At first I thought he was talking to me, but then I realized he was questioning his reflection.
    “Adrien?” I asked, finally stepping inside.
    He looked up and his mouth dropped open in surprise when he saw me in the mirror. He spun around, rubbing his forearm over his dripping face and pasting on a quick smile.
    “Hey,” he said, then looked away and cleared his throat.
    “What’s going on?” I stepped closer.
    “Nothing.” He grabbed a few towels from the dispenser on the wall and started cleaning up the water he’d splashed all over the sink.
    I came closer and put my hand on top of his to stop him from scrubbing the sink so hard. “What did you mean when you asked, ‘How long?’”
    He flinched, but covered it quickly with a smile.
    “I’m so sorry I left you like that last night,” I said. “Are you upset about the soldiers? Or did you have a new vision?”
    He closed his eyes and breathed out in frustration. “I can’t tell you.”
    “Why not?”
    “Last time I told you about the future,” his words came out harsh, “it caused you so much stress you had a nightmare and lost control of your power.”
    My mouth dropped open. “That wasn’t your fault!”
    “Remember that story we read about Oedipus, and how the oracle started it all?” He turned to me, his voice heated. “I feel like it’s the same with me. Whenever I tell people my visions, bad things follow. Those soldiers last night…” The smiling mask had dropped away and every ounce of grief and pain was clear in his eyes. “I told Taylor about a vision I had, and that’s why they were in Central City in the first place. It’s because of me those soldiers