Psy & Changelings 11 - Tangle of Need

process.” A tender kiss, her fingers playing with the hair at his nape.
    He bent his head so she could reach him more easily. “Any problems?”
    “I don’t want to jinx it, but … so far, so good.”
    He understood why she couldn’t give him a concrete answer—because no one had any neat solutions for an X, much less a cardinal. But his wolf didn’t panic, able to see the crimson and gold flame of her through the mating bond. Though always dangerous, it was stable. Yet in spite of that, he continued to sense a deep vulnerability and quiet fear within his mate. He hated that such fear lived in her even now, but Sienna was glad of it.
    “I
should
be afraid of my strength,” she’d said fiercely. “It stops me from ever becoming lazy in my control.”
    Hawke could follow her reasoning, accepted that she’d never be able to be as carefree as other women her age, but that didn’t alter his instincts when it came to her. Now, his wolf rubbed against his skin, nuzzling at her. “Since when are you superstitious?” he teased in an attempt to subdue the vestiges of fear and worry that lingered in her eyes.
    “Since Evie made me watch three horror movies in a row the other night while you were on mountain patrol.” Her look of faux terror made him chuckle. “I missed you when you were gone. I’d like to come next time if I’m not on shift.”
    He didn’t like being away from her overnight, but that particular patrol section was difficult, even for SnowDancers in wolf form. As a result, the duty was rotated between him, Riley, three of the more experienced senior soldiers, Riaz, Indigo, and a surprisingly nimble Tai. Judd could’ve done it, too, but Hawke had made an alpha decision to conserve the lieutenant’s telekinetic strength where possible, in case of unexpected attack or emergency. “It’s too dangerous,” he said now. “If you fall, you’ll shatter your bones.” Sienna’s psychic power might be immense, but physically she was far more breakable than a changeling.
    Stubborn intransigence. “And you won’t?”
    He growled. “You’re meant to be Psy. Be rational.”
    “I can wait at base camp while you do the sweep. See, a compromise? It’s that shiny new word we’re trying to learn.”

Chapter 30
    “BRAT.” FRUSTRATED THOUGH he was, man and wolf both laughed, delighted with the woman who was his own. “I’ll talk it over with Riley,” he said, placing a finger on the lush fullness of her lips when they parted. “Rules.”
    Biting lightly at his finger, Sienna tugged on his hair. “I hate that stupid rule.”
    “Serves you right.”
    “Riley’s so fair,” Sienna muttered, “I can’t ever argue when he decides something in your favor.”
    “And vice versa.” It was integral to his and Sienna’s relationship that Hawke not be able to use the fact he was alpha to overrule her. However, Sienna’s place in the hierarchy meant the pack wouldn’t accept her as a free agent. Neither would such sudden lack of discipline be good for her—she’d made that point herself.
    “Just like a wolf, I need the structure provided by the hierarchy,” she’d explained. “It suits the military way my mind was trained, helps me manage the X-fire.”
    It had been decided that Riley, the most senior person in SnowDancer after Hawke, would be the one who gave Sienna her orders as a novice soldier, and who okayed or vetoed things Hawke would normally handle for anyone else in SnowDancer. In effect, Riley acted as her alpha.
    So far, it was working.
    “Hungry?” he asked as she continued to pet him with those little touches that had become integral to his existence.
    “Yes, but I’m not ready to go in yet.” When she asked about his day, he told her, listened with ears pricked when she reciprocated.
    “Evie wants to go on a double date.” An almost wolfish amusement in her grin.
    “What does Tai say?” The difference in his and Sienna’s ages had worried him before they mated, but he no longer felt any guilt over claiming her, not after she’d almost executed herself on the field of battle. The memory always made him incandescent with rage—and certain he’d made the right decision. Who else would be able to handle his smart, headstrong troublemaker?
    Now, she laughed in unholy glee. “Tai looks appalled every time she brings it up.”
    Hawke was unsurprised at the young soldier’s reaction, but he also understood that sweet Evie, who saw far more than most people