Remember When

They were an obsession for him, one he pursued even though he had enough to ensure he'd live well for the rest of his life. It's possible the son is working with the same obsession, the same view."
    "My gut tells me it comes from Crew."
    "And your gut is usually right. Does it trouble you to take that line, Eve? To play the sins of the father in your head?"
    "Yeah." She could say it here, to Mira. "Some."
    "Heredity can be a strong pull. Heredity and early environment together, an almost irresistible pull. Those who break it, who make their own despite it, are very strong."
    "Maybe." Eve leaned forward. No one around them would listen, but she leaned closer, lowered her voice. "You know, you can just sink down, you can sink and say it's somebody else's fault you're down there in the piss and the shit of the world. But it's just an excuse. The lawyers, the shrinks, the doctors and social reformers can say, 'Oh, it's not her fault, she's not responsible.
    Look where she came from. Look what he did to her. She's traumatized. She's damaged.'"
    Mira laid a hand over Eve's. She knew she was thinking of herself, the child, and what the woman might have become. "But?"
    "The cops, we know that the victims, the ones who are broken or shattered or dead... or dead, they need somebody to stand up for them, to say, 'Goddamn it, it is your fault. You did this, and you have to pay for it, no matter if your mother beat you or your father... No matter what, you don't have the right to damage the next guy.'"
    Mira gave Eve's hand a squeeze. "And that's why you are."
    "Yeah. That's why I am."

25
    Eve viewed a session in the lab with Dickie Berenski as she did a dental checkup. You had to do it, and if you were lucky it wouldn't be as bad as you imagined. But it was usually worse.
    And like the dental techs in her experience, Dickhead exhibited a smarmy, self-righteous satisfaction when it got worse.
    She swung into the lab with Peabody and pretended not to notice several techs slide looks in her direction, then get busy elsewhere.
    When she didn't see a sign of Dickie, she cornered the first tech who couldn't skitter away fast enough. "Where's Berenski?"
    "Um. Office?"
    She didn't think she deserved the quaking voice or the frozen rictus of a smile. It had been months since she'd threatened a lab tech. Besides, they should know it was physically impossible for her to put a man's internal organs on display by turning him inside out.
    She crossed the main lab, over the white floors, around the white stations manned by people in white coats. Only the machines and the vials and tubes filled with substances best not considered had color.
    All in all, she thought she'd rather work in the morgue.
    She walked into Dickie's office without knocking. He was kicked back at his desk, feet propped up as he sucked on a grape-colored ice pop.
    "You got the box seats?" he asked.
    "You'll get them when I get my results."
    "I got something for you." He pushed away from the desk, started out, then stopped to study Peabody. "That you in there, Peabody? Where's the uniform?"
    Delighted with the opportunity, she pulled out her badge. "I made detective."
    "No shit? Nice going. Liked the way you filled out a uniform though."
    He hopped onto his stool and began to ride it up and down his long white counter as he ordered up files, keyed in codes with his spider-quick fingers. "You got some of this already. No illegals in either vic. Vic one-that's Jacobs-had a blood-alcohol level of point oh-eight. She was feeling pretty happy. Got her last meal. No recent nooky. Fibers on her shoes match the crime-scene carpet. Couple others here she probably picked up in the cab on the way home."
    His fingers danced; the screens revolved with color and shapes. "Got a couple hair samples, but says here she was clubbing prior to getting dead. Coulda picked those up in the club. If any of them are from the killer, we'll match 'em when you nab 'im.
    "Now we've reconstructed the wound-used her ID photo and some others to create an image of her at time of death."
    He brought it up so Eve could look at Andrea Jacobs as she had been, on screen. A pretty woman in a fancy dress, with a gash at her throat.
    "Using our techno-magic, we can pretty well determine the size and shape of your murder weapon."
    Eve studied the split-screen image of a long, smooth blade, and the specs beneath it that gave her width and length.
    "Good. That's good, Dickie."
    "You're working with the best. We