Rizzoli & Isles 8-Book Set

They live in London, and we’re lucky if we hear from her twice a year.” He set down his knife and fork. “So that’s how I became Mr. Mom. I’ve now got a daughter, a mortgage, and a job at the VA in San Diego. Who could ask for anything more?”
    “And are you happy?”
    He shrugged. “It’s not the life I imagined when I was at Stanford, playing ninja on the rooftops. But I can’t complain. Life happens, and you adjust.” He smiled at her. “Lucky you, you’re exactly what you envisioned. You always wanted to be a pathologist, and here you are.”
    “I also wanted to be married. I failed miserably at that.”
    He studied her. “I find it so hard to believe that there’s no man in your life right now.”
    She pushed pieces of duck around on her plate, her appetite suddenly gone. “Actually, I am seeing someone.”
    He leaned in, focusing intently. “Tell me more.”
    “It’s been about a year.”
    “That sounds serious.”
    “I’m not sure.” His gaze made her uneasy, and she dropped her attention back to her meal. She could feel him studying her, trying to read what she wasn’t telling him. What started as a lighthearted conversationhad suddenly turned deeply personal. The dissection knives were out and secrets were spilling.
    “Is it serious enough that there might be wedding bells?” he asked.
    “No.”
    “Why not?”
    She looked at him. “Because he’s not available.”
    He leaned back, clearly surprised. “I never thought someone as levelheaded as you would fall for a married man.”
    She started to correct him, then stopped herself. Practically speaking, Daniel Brophy was indeed a married man, married to his church. There was no spouse more jealous, more demanding. She would have a better chance of claiming him if he’d been bound to merely another woman.
    “I guess I’m not as levelheaded as you thought,” she said.
    He gave a surprised laugh. “You must have a wild streak I never knew about. How did I miss it back at Stanford?”
    “That was a long time ago.”
    “Basic personalities don’t really change much.”
    “You’ve changed.”
    “No. Beneath this Brooks Brothers blazer still beats the heart of a beach bum. Medicine’s just my job, Maura. It pays the bills. It’s not who I
am
.”
    “And what do you imagine I am?”
    “The same person you were at Stanford. Competent. Professional. Not one to make mistakes.”
    “I wish that were true. I wish I didn’t make mistakes.”
    “This man you’re seeing, is he a mistake?”
    “I’m not ready to admit that.”
    “Do you regret it?”
    His question made her pause, not because she was unsure of the answer. She knew she was not happy. Yes, there were moments of bliss when she’d hear Daniel’s car in the driveway or his knock onher door. But there were also the nights when she sat alone at her kitchen table, drinking too many glasses of wine. Nursing too many resentments.
    “I don’t know,” she finally said.
    “I’ve never regretted anything.”
    “Even your marriage?”
    “Even my disaster of a marriage. I believe that every experience, every wrong decision, teaches us something. That’s why we shouldn’t be afraid to make mistakes. I jump into things with both feet, and sometimes it gets me into hot water. But in the end, everything has a way of working out.”
    “So you just trust in the universe?”
    “I do. And I sleep very well at night. No doubts, no closet full of anxieties. Life’s too short for that. We should just sit back and enjoy the ride.”
    The waiter came to clear away the dishes. While she had finished only half her meal, Doug had cleaned his plate, devouring his lamb chops the way he seemed to devour life itself, with joyous abandon. He ordered cheesecake and coffee for dessert; Maura asked only for chamomile tea. When it all arrived, he slid the cheesecake halfway between them.
    “Go on,” he said. “I know you want some.”
    Laughing, she picked up her fork and took a generous bite. “You’re a bad influence.”
    “If we were all well behaved, how boring would life be? Besides, cheesecake is only a minor sin.”
    “I’ll have to repent when I get home.”
    “When are you headed back?”
    “Not till Sunday afternoon. I thought I’d stay an extra day and take in some of the scenery. Jackson Hole’s pretty spectacular.”
    “Are you touring around on your own?”
    “Unless some gorgeous man volunteers to show me around.”
    He took a bite of cheesecake and