Sea Breeze 01 - Breathe

be enjoying the view of her perfect backside. We made it upstairs and to my room without any run-ins with family members.
    I closed and locked the door behind us, and Sadie walked over and sat down on the end of my bed. Yeah . . . I wasn’t going to be able to get the picture of her lying back on that bed out of my head.
    “You look nice on my bed,” I said honestly.
    She smiled sweetly and scooted farther back, then crooked her finger at me. Damn. When had innocent little Sadie gotten good at bringing a man to his knees?
    I walked over to her and decided then that we’d talked a lot tonight and if Sadie wanted to do other things for a while, I wasn’t going to argue.
    Sadie slightly parted her knees, and I came down over her until she was lying back and I was holding my body up with a hand planted firmly on each side of her head. God, she was gorgeous. And I’d have to leave her soon. The idea of someone like Dylan touching her or just getting to spend time with her while I was in other countries onstage . . . cold . . . alone . . .
    I didn’t want to think about it anymore. Sadie’s hands lifted and wrapped around my neck, pulling me down to her. I needed this right now. Even if it was going to be hell on me when I left, I needed to be close to her like this now. It was the only thing that was going to get me through this tour. Remembering.
    Sadie opened her legs farther, and I settled between them until my raging hard-on that she always seemed to cause was pressed up tight to the warmth between her legs. Fucking amazing was the only way to describe it. Just on the other side of her tiny bathing suit bottoms, she was all skin. Long, bare legs slid up my sides, and I couldn’t touch her enough. I ran my hands down her smooth legs and took each ankle and wrapped her legs around my waist.
    “Oh!” she cried out, and closed her eyes as the movement put more pressure on her. I knew what I was doing. But I had to see her come again. It’d been intoxicating.
    “Tell me if you want me to stop,” I whispered as I trailed kisses across her jawline until I claimed her mouth with mine.
    She shook her head and held on to me tighter. That was all the encouragement I needed. I rocked my hips and let out a groan as the silky fabric of her bikini bottoms easily slid back and forth. I needed to touch her.
    Pulling back, I slipped my hand down and then slid one finger inside the small piece of fabric keeping me away from what I wanted a taste of, and she bucked against me.
    “Sadie,” I said, looking down at her. My voice cracked.
    She was watching me, and her eyes lifted from my hand to my eyes. “Yes?” she whispered.
    “Can I take these off?” I needed her to say no. But I was willing to beg her to say yes.
    She simply nodded, and my greedy heart couldn’t ignore it. I grabbed them and started pulling them down as she lifted her hips so I could ease them down her bottom.
    I’d seen a lot of girls naked. I’d even seen some women who were a few years older than me naked, but the sight of Sadie lying on my bed like this was causing my heart to slam against my chest.
    She had pressed her knees back together, and I knew that if I was this nervous, she had to be ten times worse. I covered both of her knees with my hands and held her gaze as I slowly opened them. Sadie closed her eyes tightly, unable to keep looking at me, so I lowered my gaze down. A small triangle of pale blond hair barely covered up anything. And fuck, she was wet.
    I pressed a kiss to her knee and began making a trail down the inside of her thigh. I could hear her quick intakes of breath, but I couldn’t take my eyes off this newfound treasure. I was obsessed. I needed to touch her and taste her. In some way I felt like I could claim her. Make her mine. Even if we both knew it was impossible.
    I inhaled deeply and took in the sexy smell that was Sadie. Then I pressed one more kiss to the tender skin at the top of her thigh. Sadie trembled underneath me. I ran a finger through the warm wetness that was no longer hidden from me, and she cried out and moved her hips against my touch. I wanted inside her. More than anything I’d ever wanted in my life. But I knew I could never do that. Sadie deserved more than I could give. I wasn’t the guy who could be beside her, cherishing her, protecting her. I didn’t deserve to be the one who found heaven inside her.
    But I would claim her tonight. If even just a little. I lowered my head and took a