Sea Breeze 04 - Just for Now

showed up here. It wasn’t a good night,” I explained.
    I couldn’t tell her that I’d been to check on my brothers and sister and found out my mom had been gone for two days and they’d been left alone at night. I’d had to go hunt her down and threaten her with jail if she didn’t get back home. She hated me more and more each day. But at least she was home now. I’d also made sure Jimmy had a cell phone that he could keep hidden in his room so he could call me the next time something like this happened.
    I’d ended up drinking too much at the bar because I’d been mad at myself for not going and checking on the kids sooner. I was turning out just like my mom. I had to stop drinking so damn much.
    “No worries. It’s always open if you need it,” Willow replied.
    “Thanks,” I said again, then headed for the door. I didn’t look back at Amanda. She was done with me. Finally I’d managed to push away the one female who may have actually given a shit. But what had she meant about “lesson learned”? I needed the answer to that.
Amanda
    “The tension was so thick I could cut it with a butter knife. What the heck was that all about?” Willow asked, after the door closed behind Preston. I didn’t want to tell her any of this. She would never understand, anyway. Then there was the chance she could slip up and tell Marcus, which would be horrible. As hurt and as angry as I was with Preston, I didn’t want Marcus to hate him. Marcus was one of the few people who Preston had to turn to. I didn’t like the idea of him being alone.
    “He was pissed I woke him up with cold water. We argued. Y’all came back in the middle of him being grumpy.”
    Willow didn’t look like she believed me, but she nodded anyway. “Okay. I won’t pry. But let me just say that Preston is dangerous. He is adorable and sweet and fun loving, but something about him is dark. He has had a bad past. I know because he grew up down the road from me. I think he may have had things worse than I did. Just be careful about that, okay? You’re still young, and you have been sheltered from so much. It isn’t my business, but just be careful.”
    There was no need for this warning. But I nodded. “Okay.”
    “Now, what are we girls gonna do today?” Willow asked, smiling down at Larissa.
    “Swim!” Larissa cried out happily.
    “Swim it is,” Willow agreed.
    I would have to borrow one of Willow’s swimsuits. I started to ask, when my cell phone started ringing in my purse. I walked over to the table where I’d dropped my purse when I walked in, and pulled my phone out. Glancing down at the screen, I sighed when I saw Preston’s name. What was he doing?
    “Hello,” I said in the most annoyed tone I could manage.
    “I can’t find my keys. They aren’t in the apartment or in my Jeep. Can I have a ride?”
    Dang it. When was I going to get some space from him? He was everywhere. I couldn’t get over this thing I had for him if I was always having to be near him.
    “Okay,” I replied, and hung up.
    I looked back at Willow, who was standing there watching me. “He can’t find his keys. I’m going to drive him home. I’m sure he has a spare set there.”
    Willow chewed nervously on her bottom lip. I knew she didn’t like this, but then, neither did I.
    “Well, be careful. I’ll let Marcus know you had to give him a ride.”
    I understood that innocent warning. It wasn’t meant for me, but for Preston. I bent down and gave Larissa a kiss on the head. “I’ll be back later. Save some water for me.”
    “Swim,” she repeated.
    * * *
    Smiling down at her, I headed for the door and downstairs. Maybe after I got him home I could put some distance between us.
    Preston was leaning up against the passenger-side door of my car. He had on his Oakley sunglasses, and his arms were crossed over his chest, making the muscles flex. Why, oh why, did he have to be so freaking beautiful?
    Even though I couldn’t see his eyes through the dark lenses, I knew he was watching me. I could feel it. And unfortunately, I liked it. Or at least my body did.
    “Sorry about this. Someone must have taken them so I wouldn’t drive. Don’t know who, though.”
    I unlocked the doors with my remote. I didn’t have to talk to him if I didn’t want to. I was giving him a ride only.
    Sliding into the driver’s seat, I buckled up and ignored him while he got in beside me. The black leather was warm already from the sunshine. Reaching over, I