Seasons of War

you.’
    Idaan nodded, but didn’t speak. Otah squinted out into the wide air above Saraykeht.
    ‘There’s too much,’ he said. ‘Even turning everything I can manage over to Sinja and Danat and Ashua Radaani, there’s too much.’
    ‘Too much to allow for what?’ She knew, he thought, what was coming.
    ‘Too much for me to leave,’ he said. ‘Being Emperor is like being the most honored slave in the world. I can do anything, except that I can’t. I can go anywhere, except that I mustn’t.’
    ‘It sounds awful.’
    ‘Don’t laugh. I’m not saying I’d rather be lifting crates at the seafront, but senior overseer of a courier service? Something with a few dozen chests of silver lengths and a favorite teahouse.’
    ‘Fewer meetings like this one,’ Idaan suggested.
    ‘That,’ Otah said. ‘Gods yes, that.’
    Idaan scooped up another mouthful of rice, chewed slowly, and let her dark eyes play across his face. He didn’t know what she saw there. After a swallow of water and a small sigh, she spoke.
    ‘You want me to find Eiah,’ she said.
    ‘You know what Maati looks like,’ he said. ‘You have the experience of living among low towns and hiding who you are. You understand poets as well as anyone alive, I’d guess.’
    ‘And I know what I’m looking for,’ she said, her voice light and conversational. ‘Anyone else, and you’d have to bring them into your confidence. Explain what you wanted to know and why. Well, Sinja-cha perhaps, but you’ve sent him off the other direction.’
    This is madness, Otah thought but didn’t say. She is a killer. She was born without a conscience. However she may seem now, she slaughtered her brothers and the father she loved. She’s got the eyes of a pit hound and the heart of a butcher.
    ‘Will you do it?’ he said aloud.
    Idaan didn’t answer at once. A gust of wind pushed at her sleeve and drew a lock of gray hair out behind her like a banner from the mast of a fighting ship. Otah’s hands ached, and he forced his fists to open by an act of will.
    ‘Maati hunted me once,’ she said, hardly louder than the wind. ‘It only seems fair to return the favor.’
    Otah closed his eyes. Perhaps it was an empty task. Eiah might very well have nothing to do with Maati’s schemes. She might truly be working with some low-town physician, hoping through her own hard work to atone for her father’s misdeeds. For his misdeeds. When he looked up, his sister was considering him with hooded eyes.
    ‘I will have a cart and driver ready for you in the morning,’ he said. ‘You’ll be able to take whatever fresh horses or food you need along the way. I’ve written the orders up already.’
    ‘All the horses and food we need along the way?’ Idaan said. ‘You’re right. Being Emperor must be raw hell.’
    He didn’t answer her. She finished the rice and fish. The clouds behind her had gone dark, and since neither had called for candles or torches, the only light was the cold blue moon and the fiery embers in the brazier. Idaan took a pose that accepted his charge.
    ‘You don’t want to negotiate payment?’ he said.
    ‘I’m just pleased you’ve decided to do the thing. I was afraid you’d put it off until it was too late,’ Idaan said. ‘One question, though. If I find her, and she is the one, what action should I take?’
    Meaning should Idaan kill her, kill Maati and as many of the other fledgling poets as she could to prevent them from accomplishing their aims.
    Do what needs doing.
    ‘Nothing,’ Otah said, nerve failing. ‘Do nothing. There will be couriers in Pathai. You can send the fastest of them back. I’ll give you a cipher.’
    ‘You’re sure?’ Idaan said. ‘It’s a lot of time on the road, sending me out and then someone else back. And then waiting while you make your way to Pathai or wherever the trail leads.’
    ‘If you find her, send word,’ Otah said. ‘You aren’t to act against her.’
    Idaan’s smile was crooked with meanings he couldn’t quite follow. Otah felt anger growing in his spine, only it wasn’t rage so much as dread.
    ‘I’ll do as you say, Most High,’ Idaan said. ‘I’ll go at first light.’
    ‘Thank you,’ he said.
    Idaan rose and walked back toward the arches. He heard her pause for a moment and then go on. The stars had come out, glimmering in the darkness like gems thrown on black stone. Otah sat in silence until he was sure he could walk, and then went down to his rooms. The